hey

just wanted to say Hi to everyone...I am new here and thought I'd stop in and introduce myself a little...I am new to everything and really needing people in my life that can understand and relate...I hope to make a good friend for others and to find many good friends here in this little neck of the LGBT woods...
I am kinda shy, but that usually doesn't last too long....I am sweet, talkative, loving, goofy, kind and funny and at 39 I am finally starting to figure out the person that I truly am...it seems like such a slow process, but it won't always be that way and I hope to fully make my way to where I am going before my time here on this planet runs out...
I AM A LESBIAN...and it feels SOOOO Damn good to say it

but I am only Out to a select few...my husband, my 15 yr old son, my cousin and a very dear friend that I can trust with my life....My husband would lose his job, reputation, etc.. instantly if anyone in the community found out, so for his sake, I choose to remain quiet until I feel the time is right to make such a life altering thing known, not just my life but for everyone involved...That is why I need others who can understand, relate, or know the frustration etc... that I experience on a daily basis......
Anyways, I hope I can make a good addition and asset to this forum and hope to get to know everyone
Peace, Love, and Blessings....Jinxie