[JustBeingMe]

I needed a very hot relaxing shower.....done.
I needed my anxiety meds..................done.
I needed to hang up on my sister and not listen to her bitching............done.
I need to De-Stress and Relax I am all worked up in a frenzy and I need to get ahold of my anxiety and ptsd that has been kicked in from a phone call.
I need a safe place to be.
I need my family to love me and show me they do.
I need the part of my family that lives in Austin/Bastrop/Lockhart....I need to see them because we get along well and we show love to one another...I need that.
I am very needy tonight. I need peace and quiet for a while.
I need friends to talk to in chat. I need to make more friends that you can truly call friends, not just the ones you talk to online, I need some of them to be real with me.. and become my friend beyond this place.
I need I need I need to calm the fuck down and get a grip on myself. My ptsd is really kicking in overdrive as is my severe anxiety.
UGH this has not been a good day for me.