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SleepyButch · 03-06-2013, 12:49 PM

In about 45 minutes from now, the vet will be here to put my little girl to sleep. She's had severe heart failure for several months now and just has not been doing well. So many things are going through my mind right now. Part of me wants to cancel the appointment and the other part knows it's right.

We have been together for 12 years now, not long enough. She has been with me through thick and thin... through good and bad times. I am so afraid, afraid to lose her, afraid that it's not the right time, and afraid that I will never emotionally get over this. She has been my "child", my pain in the ass, I could always count on her. How am I going to go through this? I can only hope I have the strength to do this for her.

03-06-2013, 12:49 PM	#10642
SleepyButch Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Dude Preferred Pronoun?: He, Him Relationship Status: Taken Join Date: Jun 2012 Location: Hidden Valley Ranch Posts: 3,511 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,220 Thanked 11,248 Times in 2,754 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	In about 45 minutes from now, the vet will be here to put my little girl to sleep. She's had severe heart failure for several months now and just has not been doing well. So many things are going through my mind right now. Part of me wants to cancel the appointment and the other part knows it's right. We have been together for 12 years now, not long enough. She has been with me through thick and thin... through good and bad times. I am so afraid, afraid to lose her, afraid that it's not the right time, and afraid that I will never emotionally get over this. She has been my "child", my pain in the ass, I could always count on her. How am I going to go through this? I can only hope I have the strength to do this for her. __________________ . You cannot embrace those things that will not embrace you back.