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					Originally Posted by  deb_U_taunt
					 
				 
				struggling a bit today. 
 
Its been 18 months since the last chemo. I am coming into the 2-3 yr time frame that mets most likely happen at.  A friend at work was diagnosed with breast cancer a few months before me and she had a seizure at work last Monday and she has brain mets and was told 6 months. My staging and grade was higher than her's. SOOO I go this Friday for blood work (which was off last time a couple months ago and there was activity mid cervical on an xray) and I have been having some concerns, like headaches, energy, night sweats, small lump on neck.  I hope its just canceritis and I am only scaring myself. I want this fear to go away. I don't like having fear over something I have NO control over. I think I need a hot bath and meditation. 
			
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 Oh, gosh, Deb.  I'm so sorry.  I would be worried too. But, YES, it IS just canceritis!  Keep your head up and keep the faith!
(I know, easier said than done). :-(