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Preferred Pronoun?: um... she.. I think... *shrug* call me anything that pleases ya
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My Depression
To set the scene
You need thunder clouds
Pouring rain
An overflowing river
Now remember
This is all in your head
No matter how real it feels
Like a little movie in your brain
No one else can see it
No one else wants to share it
Your own personal purgatory
Maybe a personal hell
You stand there
On the edge of the river
Overwhelming with sadness and tears
Rain pouring down soaking you to the bones
Thunder clapping
Lightning flashing
Covering your screams
Screams of pain and torment
None can hear you
None in your head
And none in reality
As you suffer alone
This is my depression
I would love to share it
So it would be half the pain
But chemical depressions are not so easily shared
So I stay here
But the river of sorrow and tears
My makeup running down my face
As the river and the rain over take me
I pray for salvation
I pray for sun to break through the clouds
To dry me up and bless me
With happiness and smiles
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Things happen, no rhyme or reason, either learn from it and grow. Or don't and fail this part of life.
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