Nuked a Lean Cuisine French Bread Pizza, milk to drink, then a couple of Golden Oreos ... all blah - not really hungry. Not sure but I think I was sad today. Worked outside from 1:00 until a little past dark as hard as I could, really pushed myself to the edge, thinking it would leave. Well, at least the work temporarily distracted me somewhat. I think I don't like Christmas music in stores right now. Thought I'd bawl at Walmart in the paint department this morning. Felt that softball feeling coming up in my throat and thought "get the fuck out of here now!" My two heads of cabbage and I made a mad dash for check out. It kills me to snivel in front of anyone. Hope this the the last of it. Christmas is still 2.5 weeks away and I have to go into stores to buy food for Kelly, Kevin and I. And they are expecting Santa to bring them those 3 feet long rawhide bones. Santa hasn't shopped yet.
Mercy, this is the eating thread ... not touchy-feely!!! Chit, chit, chit!
Going to bed now if I can get a little wiggle room into bed - the KKs are sprawled all over my queen size bed.
Sweet dreams to everyone
