[Rockinonahigh]

I find it hard to go to grave yards,its to much for me to deal with,its like I feel so much energy its unsetling to my nerves and I get the jitters.So many of my famly members that have passed I dont go check on cause of the reaction..but I do have pictures of them up hear at home to remember them when they were hear..sometimes I dream about them and they seem very real.Lots of my dreams are disjointed of bits and peices of things..some ive never been to or I will dream something that makes no sence then sometimes later im in places that I havent been to and remember I drempt them before..sorta like dejavu..creepy.