She is a coward. I know it hurts, but it's not worth risking your new job for. Your life is more than whether a stranger wants you or not. Over a long life, you'll find that lots of them will, and lots of them won't.
Dating can be cruel. It's hard. You might want to take a break, but don't stop taking care of yourself.
The job, your health, your basic needs, your friends -- all that comes first. Fuck that woman. What a jerk.
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