[MysticOceansFL]

Sorry that happened to you dear young lady, Just put that person in your past , continue with your job , it will seem hard at first but over time it will get better, an Just to let you know I'm sure it had nothing to do with you , it appears that person was afraid or who knows what for sure , cant go around judging people cause they are going through different situations but just focus on you! and everything else will fall into place!

Wishing you well stay calm! Look ahead cause the light is at the end of the tunnel!

Originally Posted by anaisninja

I don't even know where to put this post.

(And for the first time since I joined this forum, the chat room is not working tonight.)

The woman I thought liked me, went up to move her truck and never came back.

On our date.

I feel... like I've just been stabbed. Like there is something deeply, terribly wrong with me. Like I'm not worth loving. Or even fucking.

This has never happened to me. No one has ever treated me this way. Except for the woman in Illinois. So that is twice in 2 weeks now.

For a split second, when she went to go move her truck, I thought - if she doesn't come back I'm going to quit my job and leave the state. But I didn't believe it. I didn't believe a person could be so cruel. But then, she never came back.

Maybe this is a message from the Universe. I can't go to work tomorrow, even though it's my 3rd day on the job. That's it. I give up. I'm done.