Feel like my life is always shit anymore. You wouldn't know if from all thats been happening and what I have said in forums here, but I used to be quite a positive person. I HATE what is happening. Feel like nothing is in my control. Feel like things are happening to me and I have no way to stop them or avoid them. What the hell is going on? I feel like I am angry all the time! Damn! I can't get away from peoples negativity. It's making me nuts, work..home... negative negative negative. Whats happening to people? Doesn't anyone care about anyone but themselves anymore? I wish I could live by myself. I wish I could be better off financially. Don't need a million bucks, just be able to support myself and have a little something left for retirement. At this rate, I will retire the day I die. With the amount of stress I feel right now... jeeze... my dr told me to quit my last job bc of the stress. What is she gonna say now? Still stressing, and now other stresses on top of that. Crap Crap Crap.
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