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It was a really special weekend. Intimate; though not so in the typical physical or romantic sense of the word. It felt...good. I'm not sure I've ever felt so unconditionally accepted and just..loved.
You know, sometimes I think it might be nice to have someone around to share life with, but mostly I just end up terrified of losing all those intangible things that people sacrifice to their "relationship." And I know that in many ways, I've become too comfortable with my aloneness.
But overall, I feel good about the path I'm walking these days. I'm not sure where it will lead me, but that is the best part of life - to me, the unknown represents infinite possibilities.
It isn't for everyone, but I can honestly say that I can't ever remember a time in my entire life when I have felt more content or more peaceful than I do right now.
And I've never had less. So for me, that is what is real.
I feel wonderful.
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Beauty is truth's smile when she beholds her own face in a perfect mirror. -Rabindranath Tagore
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