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TruTexan · 05-06-2015, 05:38 PM

I swear, the last few days in a row there is NO Pleasing my mother and she remains upset over things that I have nothing to do with, like her car having issues and she won't let ME fix it, and takes it to a mechanic whom can't get said parts at the local parts stores, I can order them and replace them myself, but NOOOOOOOOOOO. And so she bitches about it more and takes all her crap anger out on me. And my younger sister is in the worst mood eva, she didn't want that phone call about the part she ordered that is WRONG, now she's gotta eat that cost and buy another one, but she won't let me ORDER THE PARTS MYSELF, so she's in a piss pooor mood and feeling the strains financially herself and may be losing her job (i hope not) and is feeling like she's the only one doing stuff for our mom, when in fact she is financially but not with everything else that comes along with caregiving stress(see she lives in Tennessee, not Texas). Our older sister needs to get off her ass and start helping financially(years over due on this fact). I would but I can't, I live on disability small check, so I do the other things like fix shit, take mom to the doctor, handle any paperwork and insurance shit that goes awry, deals with SSI and social security, gets her help financially with her electric bill, and fixes the lawnmower and what she will allow me to repair on the car. MY GOD I"m so sick of my mother's attitude that it sucks being around her. I know I shouldn't feel this way, but man, I just feel like I'm done when she's like this and I want to move and move on with my own life, find a partner that I can love and loves me in return, etc and move on with my own damn life. I don't have a life of my own . UGH
I have a migrane today over mom's and my sisters issues upsetting MY issues I deal with. Dammnit, I just got back into town and been running my ass off for the last several days in a row, since last Friday, and tomorrow I have to go see a neurosurgeon for my back, then when that's done, come back and take mom to go pick up her car, which couldn't be fixed and that she has to spend money on to put it all back together. UGH UGH MF UGH.

DO I have permission to stick my fucking head in a hole in the dirt and have someone bury me ? UGH

05-06-2015, 05:38 PM	#133
TruTexan Senior Member How Do You Identify?: lesbian butch Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Aug 2013 Location: in a one horse town in a large state, in the U.S. Posts: 3,952 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,112 Thanked 5,266 Times in 1,633 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	I swear, the last few days in a row there is NO Pleasing my mother and she remains upset over things that I have nothing to do with, like her car having issues and she won't let ME fix it, and takes it to a mechanic whom can't get said parts at the local parts stores, I can order them and replace them myself, but NOOOOOOOOOOO. And so she bitches about it more and takes all her crap anger out on me. And my younger sister is in the worst mood eva, she didn't want that phone call about the part she ordered that is WRONG, now she's gotta eat that cost and buy another one, but she won't let me ORDER THE PARTS MYSELF, so she's in a piss pooor mood and feeling the strains financially herself and may be losing her job (i hope not) and is feeling like she's the only one doing stuff for our mom, when in fact she is financially but not with everything else that comes along with caregiving stress(see she lives in Tennessee, not Texas). Our older sister needs to get off her ass and start helping financially(years over due on this fact). I would but I can't, I live on disability small check, so I do the other things like fix shit, take mom to the doctor, handle any paperwork and insurance shit that goes awry, deals with SSI and social security, gets her help financially with her electric bill, and fixes the lawnmower and what she will allow me to repair on the car. MY GOD I"m so sick of my mother's attitude that it sucks being around her. I know I shouldn't feel this way, but man, I just feel like I'm done when she's like this and I want to move and move on with my own life, find a partner that I can love and loves me in return, etc and move on with my own damn life. I don't have a life of my own . UGH I have a migrane today over mom's and my sisters issues upsetting MY issues I deal with. Dammnit, I just got back into town and been running my ass off for the last several days in a row, since last Friday, and tomorrow I have to go see a neurosurgeon for my back, then when that's done, come back and take mom to go pick up her car, which couldn't be fixed and that she has to spend money on to put it all back together. UGH UGH MF UGH. DO I have permission to stick my fucking head in a hole in the dirt and have someone bury me ? UGH __________________