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How Do You Identify?: Femme
Preferred Pronoun?: She/her
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Join Date: Nov 2009
Location: Aberdeen, WA
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It's been a year since I left a very toxic relationship.
It is by no means the longest relationship I have ever had, and yet... the 6 months I spent with this human did more damage than any one thing in the past 38 years.
He is not the only source of my PTSD, but I am still discovering new ways that his presence in my life has changed and effected me. I am scared to let people in in so many ways. I wake up panicked sometimes. I doubt every decision. Still. I know I need a therapist, but living in the boonies on a fixed income makes that hard. Maybe just putting the words out in the universe will help.
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--Jenn
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