Lady Flamezzz,
Part of my problem is oral communication. I do better one on one. In real time I am very quiet and shy. Online I am more "vocal".
I don't mind the questions people ask of me. What I do mind, is when they have a negative or evil intent like to trip me up. And yes, that is when it makes me drop to my knees. It makes me feel such a sense of horrible sadness for them, not me. I am very blessed. Blessed more than most.
Alot of people detest me. I have no clue as to why. I really don't. I am just me. I don't care to be in any click. I am my own man. I enjoy my life as it is. I will never be a super hot shot corporate exec. or own a chain of restaurants or have facial hair to shave off. Please. I am grateful to wake up with air in my lungs, and have the medicines I need so I don't have any more heart issues, control my diabetes, and lessen the seizures I have. Every site has the same trolls.
When you are a teacher or healer as you put it, our gifts are used as we see fit. When I look into someone's eyes, and I see the joy in their energy, or the depression they have, it just makes me go to St. Jude's Shrine to pray. And I do. I go every week sometimes 2 or 3 times a week if something is bothering me. It just gives me comfort.
You are always welcome here. I think the world of you and your hubby.
Andrew