1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
Really REALLY stand up for myself
2. What's been on your mind most lately?
Losing weight, paying my rent, Christmas, existential life questioms
3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame?
Money (without that stress it makes it easier to be happier and it can buy good health care!), happiness, health, fame
4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most?
To fit back into all my old clothes, to have a successful full time nail art business and the butch of my dreams
5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life?
Working lol
6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now?
Dreams
7. In one sentence, who are you?
A broken hearted but tough as nails femme princess with a passion for fashion who is eternally dreaming
8. What do you want to be known for?
Amazing nail art, great Marilyn Monroe impersonation
9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most?
My niece!!!
10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different?
I hope that I will have an established nail art business that is going well, fit back into my old clothes and maybe even be seeing someone...!
11. Who makes you feel good about yourself?
Looking beautiful, spending time with my niece, creating things that others enjoy
12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend?
Loyalty, stubborness, love of gossip
13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing?
LOL EVERYTHING! Not really but it has held me back a lot. I would love to be a successful Marilyn impersonator but a nervous breakdown held me back from getting established...
14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid?
Be an actress
15. What stands between you and what you want?
My fear and mental health
16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy?
Talk to a good friend or read a book
17. When did you first realize that life is short?
When I hit my late twenties!
18. What do you need to spend more time doing?
Not procrastinating
19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront?
Fear of failure, my past traumas
20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with?
Judge women who have worked in the sex industry and treat them badly
21.What’s a common misconception people have about you?
Either that I am a bimbo or that I am unapproachable
22.What’s something no one can take away from you?
My heart
23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day?
Water and coke zero
24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most?
My idealism and innocence
25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most?
Times with my niece and some good fun with a couple of good friends
26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months?
To overcome my fear of failure and pursue my nail art dream!
27. If not now, then when?
28. What have you done that you are truly proud of?
I have created a bunch of stuff that resonates with people hugely... some costuming, some nail art, some stories... it is good to know people have loved that stuff.
29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself?
I am braver than I knew
30. What do you want to remember forever?
My niece
31. What could society do without?
Misogyny and racism
32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of?
I have beautiful clothes
33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be?
Don't be misogynists
34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done?
Had crazy nail art on my hands lol
35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older?
having genital piercings - took em all out!
36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while?
My burlesque hobby
37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell?
Don't eat emotionally, go after your dreams NOW, learn how to do better hair and makeup NOW
38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be?
GESPATCHO SOOOOOOOUP
39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done?
I always fear the answer is yes but objectively... no!
40. What questions do you often ask yourself?
Can I do this? Should I do this? Will I be alone forever? Will I get this done?