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How Do You Identify?: Loren. If you want to know about me, just ask.
Preferred Pronoun?: She/her, but I'm not that picky.
Relationship Status: it's complicated...
Join Date: Jan 2012
Location: San Francisco Bay Area
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yesterday was tough...
Yesterday I had a run-in with someone, someone who knows exactly how to get to me. In the past, run-ins with this person made me want to drink (I never did though). Full disclosure: I had in the past done a grave disservice to this person; I did make my amends but it was too little, too late, they have opted to not forgive.
Yesterday was different, as it started getting heated I did a personal inventory and saw my part in the escalation, maybe for the first time.
Because of that I was able to extricate myself intact, no desire to drink, no desire to argue, just sadness that this happens. I was grateful as well.
I apologized for my part, wished them well and said goodbye.
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Loren
"Everything in the world is about sex, except sex. Sex is about power."
Oscar Wilde
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