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Morgan · 10-25-2011, 06:33 PM

Fear is something to be conquered.........
Morgan

Think what you want, I don’t care, you surrounded me and lied to me.
You said they would hurt me, so I feared them.
You said they would laugh at me, so I hid…..
... I believed every word you said, I trusted you, now I know it wasn’t true and I am left with nothing more than a shell of who I am.
All my life I have been afraid to live.
I have continuously walked in others’ shoes.
I played it safe, fearing the worst, afraid to participate in my own life.
Morphing into people I met along the way, a piece here, a piece there, until one day I became them, all of them.
Like some warped and grotesque figure, staring back in the mirror. Who is this person, who are they all looking back at me?
How did she know, she says “oh you cannot hide”, now it is time to face my demons, oh how I want to run……
My muscles have grown tired and I have grown weaker, with each passing day I have grown weaker, today is my fight, today is my day,
My mind is mine, my body is mine, and now I know MY LIFE IS MINE.
I am no longer a child……..I have no excuses, MY LIFE IS MINE.

10-25-2011, 06:33 PM	#35
Morgan Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: she, her, hy, hym, does not matter Relationship Status: I am enjoying life.... Tournaments Won: 1 Join Date: Aug 2011 Location: Arizona Posts: 643 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,753 Thanked 1,604 Times in 411 Posts Rep Power: 21474849	Facing my fears Fear is something to be conquered......... Morgan Think what you want, I don’t care, you surrounded me and lied to me. You said they would hurt me, so I feared them. You said they would laugh at me, so I hid….. ... I believed every word you said, I trusted you, now I know it wasn’t true and I am left with nothing more than a shell of who I am. All my life I have been afraid to live. I have continuously walked in others’ shoes. I played it safe, fearing the worst, afraid to participate in my own life. Morphing into people I met along the way, a piece here, a piece there, until one day I became them, all of them. Like some warped and grotesque figure, staring back in the mirror. Who is this person, who are they all looking back at me? How did she know, she says “oh you cannot hide”, now it is time to face my demons, oh how I want to run…… My muscles have grown tired and I have grown weaker, with each passing day I have grown weaker, today is my fight, today is my day, My mind is mine, my body is mine, and now I know MY LIFE IS MINE. I am no longer a child……..I have no excuses, MY LIFE IS MINE.