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I stand aside, I watch you hurt
When my anger comes through, I try not to be curt
This pain I feel? I hope you see
I'm starting to wish you never came after me

I know what I said and I know what I did
I gave you my all, I let you in
It's my fault I'm hurt, my fault I cry
Do you know of the nights I've curled up to die?

All I ever wanted was to be your girl
And when you asked, my love did twirl
About to burst, my heart a'soar
I gave you everything I could, and more

I do my best to hide this pain,
So many nights I've felt insane,
I'm trying to hold on for as long as I can,
But I don't see I am in your future plan.

Please understand, I love you so
But I feel a fool, despite my heart aglow
If I thought you'd ever love me,
There's no place I'd rather be.

But now I see, that wasn't smart
You love her, so we should part
You're not mine and never will
So I have to ask, why are you with me still?