[JDeere]

That family isn't always blood related!

That I refuse to let anyone including my dad talk shit to my mom, fuck with me but don't act an ass to my mom.

That I am no longer putting on a front for anyone, I will no longer hide the fact that life at this house is NOT good, its very dysfunctional.

That I am going to have to remove myself from this situation before it kills me but I don't want to leave mom behind to deal with this mess, however I am not the only kid, its time for the other 2 to step up and do their part besides throwing money on the situation.

Also that I am going to be with whoever I want, I no longer give a shit if people don't approve of who I am with and moving out of state to be with said person may be my only option.