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Massive · 10-07-2011, 05:44 PM

Jealousy?

Am I supposed to get jealous?
When you wave your drama around in front of me,
When you jump from relationship to relationship,
Only days after you dump me,
Am I supposed to feel guilty for what I lost out on?
No,
I don’t think so,
I’m not stooping to your level,
I don’t have to,
Because I know I’m better than that,
I know what I’m worth,
And I’m worth far more than you could ever have given me.
Funny how you can go from proposing marriage,
To sleeping with your ex,
In such a short period of time,
That’s not love,
That’s using people for your own ends.
That’s lower than low,
That’s beneath contempt.
So why should I get jealous?
Why can’t I be the adult?
Get on with your life,
Whatever,
You dumped me...
If we get right down to it,
What a fascinating case study you would be,
But that would mean paying more attention,
To more bullshit and lies,
And yeah,
You’re so not worth that.
Sorry,
I’ve got a life,
How about you?
You’ve got to come around me all the time,
Bragging about shit that means nothing to me,
Grow up,
I had thought you were an adult,
How wrong was I?
Guess I was the only adult in the relationship,
But you live and learn,
I won’t let someone use
Or abuse me,
Because they have self-esteem issues,
Guess what?
Adults in love are not abusive to their partners!
Guess what?
You did me a favour when you dumped me!
Because I can hold my head up high,
And let other people see you for the hypocrite you are,
And I don’t even have to say a single word,
Because you’re saying it all for me,
By trying to be the star attraction,
In a circus of bullshit you’ve created,
Good luck,
But please,
Just stay the fuck away from me with your filth.
I pass,
I don’t want nor need it,
Never did,
I guess it wasn’t ever love,
Because I can’t even pity you now,
All I feel is contempt,
Nothing else.
I made a good escape from all that,
Thank fuck for that.
So,
Carry on trying to make me jealous sweetheart,
The only way I see it is I missed having to spend a life in misery with you,
So who won that one?
Looks to me like it was me
...

07/09/11
M

10-07-2011, 05:44 PM	#12
Massive Member How Do You Identify?: Trans man Preferred Pronoun?: He, Him Relationship Status: not looking Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Northern England Posts: 945 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,669 Thanked 2,383 Times in 765 Posts Rep Power: 17762094	Jealousy? Am I supposed to get jealous? When you wave your drama around in front of me, When you jump from relationship to relationship, Only days after you dump me, Am I supposed to feel guilty for what I lost out on? No, I don’t think so, I’m not stooping to your level, I don’t have to, Because I know I’m better than that, I know what I’m worth, And I’m worth far more than you could ever have given me. Funny how you can go from proposing marriage, To sleeping with your ex, In such a short period of time, That’s not love, That’s using people for your own ends. That’s lower than low, That’s beneath contempt. So why should I get jealous? Why can’t I be the adult? Get on with your life, Whatever, You dumped me... If we get right down to it, What a fascinating case study you would be, But that would mean paying more attention, To more bullshit and lies, And yeah, You’re so not worth that. Sorry, I’ve got a life, How about you? You’ve got to come around me all the time, Bragging about shit that means nothing to me, Grow up, I had thought you were an adult, How wrong was I? Guess I was the only adult in the relationship, But you live and learn, I won’t let someone use Or abuse me, Because they have self-esteem issues, Guess what? Adults in love are not abusive to their partners! Guess what? You did me a favour when you dumped me! Because I can hold my head up high, And let other people see you for the hypocrite you are, And I don’t even have to say a single word, Because you’re saying it all for me, By trying to be the star attraction, In a circus of bullshit you’ve created, Good luck, But please, Just stay the fuck away from me with your filth. I pass, I don’t want nor need it, Never did, I guess it wasn’t ever love, Because I can’t even pity you now, All I feel is contempt, Nothing else. I made a good escape from all that, Thank fuck for that. So, Carry on trying to make me jealous sweetheart, The only way I see it is I missed having to spend a life in misery with you, So who won that one? Looks to me like it was me ... 07/09/11 M __________________ You may not be able to choose your bio-family, but you can choose your Family