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Serene Highness ;}
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Dreamily contemplating some outrage against conventional morality
Join Date: Mar 2010
Location: Houston area
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I wish I were alone for the holiday so that I could do exactly what I want which is nothing except have some sort of marvelous movie marathon and cook something lovely for myself and perhaps read or paint.
Instead I have to juggle people and responsibilities and appear "Holiday Appropriate" instead of the very anti "Christmas Spirit" way I actually feel.
Putting on a fake veneer of cheer is so much work but it is still better than acting how I feel and having to defend it.
Only 3 more days
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"I need no warrant for being, and no word of sanction upon my being. I am the warrant and the sanction. "
Ayn Rand, Anthem
"So you'll die happily for your sins. You'd rather die in guilt then live in love?" Timothy Leary
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