Today was a very difficult day for me. My oldest child would have been 30 today.
So I decided that I would allow myself to be sad, to cry, to eat whatever the hell I wanted to eat, to wear whatever the hell I wanted to wear (I stayed in my nightgown all day) and not do laundry or the floors (which I usually do on Mondays). I decided that if I wanted to drink wine until I'm silly, I would.
And I did.
And THAT is how I nurture my spoiled self.
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