I hear your words crawl inside my head
numbing my mind keeps me feeling undead
whispers echo the sound is so loud
the haunting has me wrapped in its cloud
memories of words spoken in secret
the feelings it invokes fill me with regret
thinking deeper the thoughts ring true
looking back at the lies told by you
wonder if I can let myself trust once more
pick the broken pieces up off the floor
sweep away these haunting thoughts
maybe then I might have one more shot
lastnight I seen how jaded still I am
time to let go and put it in the trash bin
funny and sad how I didnt see
just how much it still affected me
lessons learned and points I take
everything else feels like a mistake
no more will I let it take its toll
to release my whole heart and soul
to the one deserving is a gift
in her integrity my spirit lifts
Ri~
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