The Subtlety of Softness

[Julien]

Do You Know Me?
Do you understand the physical response my body feels by the simple nearness of you?
Can you imagine my inner longing for your touch when I look at your hands?
Do you see my arousal when you look at me through lowered lids over those beautiful green eyes?
Can you feel the electricity that flows through my body when you touch my face?
Do you know me?
Are you aware of my love for you when I return your embrace?
Can you read my thoughts when I struggle to speak to you?
Does my my sense of loneliness bleed from me to your awareness when you turn away from me?
Do you know me?
Can you feel the pain your silences put me through?
I am not as complicated as you may believe me to be.
I admit at times I do not know myself,
but I am willing to go through turmoil to find the answers.
To grow fully is to face difficulties, to question those things we do not understand.
Do you know me?
If you don't please ask me, I will share with you my private thoughts, my own fears of loneliness, my feelings, my dreams.
I will tell you how it feels to be in love with someone,
who doesn't really know me.


Julien 11/6/11