What does your username mean?

[lillith]

I was gigglers on other sites, and it seems that this name as worn out its wear. Lillith seems to fit better now.

Lillith (in Judaic myth) was the first wife of Adam. She had no desire to submit or be on the bottom. So, she was kicked out of the Garden of Eden to spawn with daemons. She never apologized for living out her life they way she wanted. She only wanted to be equal, and perhaps in the end she was more perverse for it.