Light a candle

clay · 07-24-2016, 06:44 AM

Thank you all so much for your compassion & kind words of comfort!

I am still numb, thinking that just a few hours ago, she was still here, then I realize, she is not here physically BUT her huge spirit is very much in my heart.

I can't eat, or think, or do much of anything. I know I have to get up & go on with life, but damn it sucks losing her...she was everything to me, my Heidi Grilla.

Her transition was very peaceful & I got to be with her, feeding her her fave snack of mini beggin strips...bacon..bacon...

Sorry for derail of thread....

07-24-2016, 06:44 AM	#11
clay Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Butch (Silver Fox) Dom Daddi Preferred Pronoun?: 50 Shades of Clay Darker & Deeper Relationship Status: married to my forever Join Date: May 2011 Location: salt air & sandy beaches Posts: 13,136 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 97,020 Thanked 31,667 Times in 7,748 Posts Rep Power: 21474864	Thank you all so much for your compassion & kind words of comfort! I am still numb, thinking that just a few hours ago, she was still here, then I realize, she is not here physically BUT her huge spirit is very much in my heart. I can't eat, or think, or do much of anything. I know I have to get up & go on with life, but damn it sucks losing her...she was everything to me, my Heidi Grilla. Her transition was very peaceful & I got to be with her, feeding her her fave snack of mini beggin strips...bacon..bacon... Sorry for derail of thread.... __________________ To find someone who will love you for no reason, and to shower that person with reasons, that is the ultimate happiness. ~Robert Brault