Confessions Are Good For The Soul

girl_dee · 12-25-2010, 04:54 AM

I confess that although I love my biofamily very much and want to stay connected to them, that I feel like a complete fish out of water when I am with them. It's like I don't even know them.

I confess I can't take the amount of stimulation and crazyness that surrounds them all, I want to shrink into the corner and stick my fingers in my ears.

I confess that my mother is overbearing and inconsiderate and while I do love her I get to choose not to be around this all the time.

I confess that there is one person I want to go see and I am not even sure why.

I confess that my leather family is my strongest bond and that is where I find my center and my strength.

I confess that I feel guilty about all of this, except for the last one.

12-25-2010, 04:54 AM	#10
girl_dee Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: dee Relationship Status: Hitched up Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Livin’ the Dream Posts: 24,079 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 30,560 Thanked 54,830 Times in 13,908 Posts Rep Power: 21474873	I confess that although I love my biofamily very much and want to stay connected to them, that I feel like a complete fish out of water when I am with them. It's like I don't even know them. I confess I can't take the amount of stimulation and crazyness that surrounds them all, I want to shrink into the corner and stick my fingers in my ears. I confess that my mother is overbearing and inconsiderate and while I do love her I get to choose not to be around this all the time. I confess that there is one person I want to go see and I am not even sure why. I confess that my leather family is my strongest bond and that is where I find my center and my strength. I confess that I feel guilty about all of this, except for the last one.