If You *REALLY* knew Me...

Amber2010 · 07-05-2012, 10:23 AM

If you really knew me you would know I am a great actress. I am able to keep my voice happy when inside I am screaming
If you really knew me you would see that my constant excessive talking is a protection thing
If you knew me you would really know….I crave laughing and happiness and hate to see dark clouds so I try to ignore the stress that comes with the things that happen in my life.
If you knew me you would know.. I work more than anyone should.. worry about others before myself. “A caregiver” tries to help others and it usually ends up with hurting myself to satisfy them…
If you knew me you would know I always wish to be the one who is taken care of .. to not have to fix .. to not have to live my life for others but can’t seem to stop…
If you knew me you would know my friends are my world and so very important to me because they are a part of my life not because they have to be but because they choose to be. 
If you knew me you would know in spite of everything that has happened I still believe life is a wonderful thing and that we really should wake up every day trying to make it the best day of our lives…..

07-05-2012, 10:23 AM	#11
Amber2010 Member How Do You Identify?: Happy, Crazy, Bubbly, Funny, Strong, Outgoing, Friendly Preferred Pronoun?: Femme Relationship Status: Complicated Join Date: Jun 2011 Location: Florida Posts: 200 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 920 Thanked 594 Times in 154 Posts Rep Power: 3787185	If you really knew me you would know I am a great actress. I am able to keep my voice happy when inside I am screaming If you really knew me you would see that my constant excessive talking is a protection thing If you knew me you would really know….I crave laughing and happiness and hate to see dark clouds so I try to ignore the stress that comes with the things that happen in my life. If you knew me you would know.. I work more than anyone should.. worry about others before myself. “A caregiver” tries to help others and it usually ends up with hurting myself to satisfy them… If you knew me you would know I always wish to be the one who is taken care of .. to not have to fix .. to not have to live my life for others but can’t seem to stop… If you knew me you would know my friends are my world and so very important to me because they are a part of my life not because they have to be but because they choose to be.  If you knew me you would know in spite of everything that has happened I still believe life is a wonderful thing and that we really should wake up every day trying to make it the best day of our lives…..