"Before I die, I want to........."

[sierragirrl]

Originally Posted by sierragirrl

Before i die i would like to be able to meet my brothers from my birth fathers side have a DNA test done to prove i am related to them.
Before i die i would love to be loved and accepted by them and the rest of my kin folk who know nothing about me.for them to love and accept my girls with arms wide open.
hey a girl can dream right?

so strange to go back and read this.
i have let this all go for now
i have a chance to sit down with my birth grandmother and get my medical back ground on my BM side.
sounds like a great thing right?
i don't want to meet her, not sure why but i don't
i suppose by the time i am ready she will be dead
and i am sure i will be upset with myself
until then i tackle other obsticles that lay before me

i think i will talk to my oldest about this during our outing
to the city in a couple weeks
maybe she would like to meet her
now mind you this is ONLY a one time meeting
she would not be in our everyday, every week, every month, life