Clay's Corner......my personal writings

[Demure]

Isn't it about time to write again Clay

[clay]

Originally Posted by Fatale View Post
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What fascinates me about this topic is that, physiologically, we are the same. We've got the same stuff. Psychologically and physically, however, our experiences are virtual polar opposites. I'm enjoying trying to wrap my head around how our attractions, inclinations, core essences form and impact our physical sexual responses. If you're willing and comfortable doing so, I would love to hear from you.
Are you experiences similar to mine? Vastly different?
What do you think makes us feel the way we do?
Is it truly a butch/femme thing?
Allowing for the fact that within that dynamic we are, of course, individuals whose lives are shaped and informed by everything we do.


Our experiences are the same, as far as the end results. For myself, I, too, have orgasms.
Our makeup, genetically speaking, gives us those erogenous zones & receptors...in our bodies. Our vessels that engorge to make us feel pleasure aren't necessarily gender specific.....in that we all have these vessels...We are also with neurotransmitters that determine our responses as well. Throw in our emotions, our level of hormones, and ambiance...can affect our responses....as well as a host of other things.
In a BF relationship, for MYSELF, it is all about that person and myself and our collective energies, synergies. I just so happen to be a butch and I like females who are feminine....so in that respect, it is indeed a BF dynamic.
When I am making love with my femme, it is about our collective chemistry...and how our bodies may react/repsond with one another. It can be kissing, penetration, and/or oral....but what is my passion is that I view myself/us much like the water in Abyss. I am fluid, I am all encompassing, and we are one within the other...it is like we are connected/interconnected and each is giving the other the ultimate in pleasures. Of course we both are wet, we both get hard/swollen, and orgasms are unison at times.
I am so interconnected I don't see the lovemaking as having a cock and penetrating..we are making love to one another in uniform totality, we are fucking as one...not knowing or caring where one begins and the other ends.....how/what we are feeling and the ultimate orgasmic release is of the importance. We are making love to one another's mind, heart, and most importantly soul...to be that deeply connected and responding is what it is about for me....that my friend, goes much deeper than "just penetration"......we are enmeshed soul to soul...mind to mind..heart to heart...and THAT is my orgasm! We delved deeply....we came...we felt...we are one....I am totally aroused in all places...mind...body...soul...heart...two beautiful souls who came as one!
As I said this is just my personal feelings/thoughts...thanks for reading!
I love to challenge myself to step out of th ebox and explore, being open and receptive...not "labelling" or losing sight of the fact we are two unique individuals...who give to one another

[kittygrrl]

Thank you for bringing back this thread. Your thoughts on D/g D/s are appreciated and you know a babygrrl's

[clay]

like an artist has a deep desire to paint, so do I......

your sweet, silky skin, uncovered, lain before my eyes...

my fingers trace the outlines of you.....feeling every inch of you.....

as slight chill bumps dot your flesh....in anticipation of...

my "brush" tip....as you hear the "click"...and know....

I am going to delicately....skillfully.....scrape the tenderest parts of your skin...

slight, red welts appear.......as my eyes glaze over...I lick my lips...

anticipating...desiring...taking...

you suck in a breath.......almost inaudibly.....eyelids flutter....

as you become wetted....here....here......there.......silky, glistening......begging for that release of orgasm...

like molten lava....

nipples erect....your tongue flicks slightly to moisten your dry lips...

I walk silently around the bed....the thud of my boot heel....on the cold floor tile...

placing an ice cube ........on that red welt.....as you gasp....bring your body up for more...

my "brush tip" is ever so sharp.......scrape............click.....click...

your eyelids are fluttering....your lips show a slight bruise from your biting them...

my hand reaches to wrap around your throat.......slightly.....in my other hand my 'blade'.....trails down to the slope of your belly.....

feeling the writhing of your body......against my hand...

my mouth devours that wet, sensual flesh......as I take every inch of you...

in a sexual healing.....known only from the stroke of my "brush tip......as I

paint your skin in fifty shades of clay!....(c) DAA 2016

[clay]

let me stretch my canvas

of your nudity...

before my eyes....

to draw upon your beauty

as I prepare you....

for my carvings....

in red, flowing blade strokes...

and sign your body with the tip......

[clay]

Thank you all for the wonderful user reps & comments....I so appreciate input....have a pleasurable evening...yes, pun intended...

[clay]

Craving that spontaneous combustion..of like minded souls....who come together..in twisted love.

Heat is all consuming....envisioning that lusciousness of you....lying naked.....wanting...craving..all that I unleash upon your body...

waves of desire consume me.....eyes smouldering....fingers twitching...working me up feverishly......

knowing you will take..whimper...beg...and plead for more...knowing I will give that and so much more...in slow....agonizing time....watching your eyes...

reading your body...as my fingers trace the very outlines of your breasts...exposed & aching....feverish to my touch...quenched only by my own hands....my whip...my blade....the cuffs....the slow burn....building deep inside us both....

spreading over us like hot molten lava....riding that crescendo building inside...

the feel of coldness as I lay the tip on that small slope of your belly....gingerly scraping the softness of your mound...as you arch your back & raise yourself to greet each touch of my instrument...my fingers...my lips...

seeing the readiness of you...smelling that fragrant musky odor as I drink of your pheromones...making me drunker with hot frenzied desire...

we become one...no beginning...no end...all encompassing...we peak..we crest..we burn to the very core...melting one into the other...

my brain explodes...your body gives me its all...as I lay claim to you..in that heat of the moment..and we ascend into that decadent space....your subspace....daddy's girl...all mine..once .again....(C) clay 10/02/16