I will always............

[Kenna]

Originally Posted by Blade

I will always struggle with July 3rd and 4th. They will always be extremely hard days for me to be alone. Peaceful ridge is much to quiet on these days.

I, also, will always struggle with July 4th.
It's been 16 years now, but the memories are still so vivid.
Today, there's no birthday celebration like it was supposed to be. If only I had not allowed them to stop my labor that day, he would still be with me and we would be having a July 4th Birthday Bash. So today, as I deal with emotions alone so no one sees me grieve, I will always remind myself to be at peace because he is at peace.