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Femme Exit "The Island Girl Series" #3

I can feel it coming…
That time…when I will leave.
I hate that…the knowing…
the waiting for that moment…
that day
the one that comes so
unexpectedly…
but when it does you knew it
all along.

See…
Right there….deep inside that protected vault
lies my femme heart…
(beating without fault)
Open enough for you to gaze in and marvel
(It’s design a brilliant cat’s eye marble)
To gently hold for a season
(not without reason)
To ravish it’s rarity and it’s reluctant return…
( and still I turn…)

Wishing I had what it takes to stay still
To offer you all with my own free will
to offer you all that you need…
But I bleed…
(See?)
I still bleed…
From inside out
(with silent shouts…)
Slow trickles now…
(coagulating now)
Scabbing, scarring, building…
(unyielding…)
but healing…
(yes still healing…)

See…
My diamond scales?
They’re breaking through
that new scar tissue…
refracting light beams
like the stuff of my dreams…
and like a dizzy disco ball
dancing against the walls
Spinning mirror facets
like an Elvis jacket…

Transformation
complete.

Copyright lkfox 4/2011