Letters to Penguin

[Onyxena]

Dear Penguin,

You got your early early Birthday present today; a ticket to see Tool. You are so happy, and I am glad I could give that to you. We text for a little while today, and do I ever miss you. I long to hear your voice. It hurts so much to be so madly in love with someone and be "unofficial/official" like we often find ourselves.

I want you here next to me right now. There is this deep ache in my heart right now. A longing to have you here with me. I love you so much baby. You say you feel the same, yet here we are in limbo. I am trying to be okay with it. But honestly, the only thing I want for Christmas this year is to be in your arms and be your little lady again. I don't need things or money or stuff, I need you.

Please come back to me. You are my other half and I am rather lonely right now. I miss you so much, and it's a void that no other butch could ever fill. I need your touch and your kisses. No one else's will ever do baby. I love you so much Penguin, and I want to cry because I miss you so much. I hope to hear from you tonight. Love you baby.

Forever your Sunshine,
Me