I'm your Sunshine on a Cloudy day

bright_arrow · 02-18-2010, 02:01 AM

I stand aside, I watch you hurt
When my anger comes through, I try not to be curt
This pain I feel? I hope you see
I'm starting to wish you never came after me

I know what I said and I know what I did
I gave you my all, I let you in
It's my fault I'm hurt, my fault I cry
Do you know of the nights I've curled up to die?

All I ever wanted was to be your girl
And when you asked, my love did twirl
About to burst, my heart a'soar
I gave you everything I could, and more

I do my best to hide this pain,
So many nights I've felt insane,
I'm trying to hold on for as long as I can,
But I don't see I am in your future plan.

Please understand, I love you so
But I feel a fool, despite my heart aglow
If I thought you'd ever love me,
There's no place I'd rather be.

But now I see, that wasn't smart
You love her, so we should part
You're not mine and never will
So I have to ask, why are you with me still?

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02-18-2010, 02:01 AM	#2
bright_arrow ☆ the stars are aligned ☆ How Do You Identify?: one queer mama Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Relationship Status: married to my Boo Daddy <3 Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: nor cal Posts: 2,910 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,644 Thanked 9,362 Times in 2,296 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	I stand aside, I watch you hurt When my anger comes through, I try not to be curt This pain I feel? I hope you see I'm starting to wish you never came after me I know what I said and I know what I did I gave you my all, I let you in It's my fault I'm hurt, my fault I cry Do you know of the nights I've curled up to die? All I ever wanted was to be your girl And when you asked, my love did twirl About to burst, my heart a'soar I gave you everything I could, and more I do my best to hide this pain, So many nights I've felt insane, I'm trying to hold on for as long as I can, But I don't see I am in your future plan. Please understand, I love you so But I feel a fool, despite my heart aglow If I thought you'd ever love me, There's no place I'd rather be. But now I see, that wasn't smart You love her, so we should part You're not mine and never will So I have to ask, why are you with me still?