Love Letters

RNguy · 02-26-2010, 03:22 AM

( this is not your typical love letter by the way - it's for my late butch brother)

Dear Kamereon,
There is never a day that goes by my brother where I do not think of you in some aspect. The impact you left on my life, was such an amazing one. I remember the day we met years ago, I remember being new to the community and taking some heat from an obnoxious guy, and you shoved your way by hym and took up for me and put hym in hys place. From that moment on, we became bonded for life and each others side kick.
We started our own little club in each others user notes and it kind of flourished into a funny little out there escapade with some people floating in and out reading about us and trying to figure us out. I still have every user note left up there and still from time to time read them and laugh.
I remember the day you became sick, and called me. I remember the day you told me that you were diagnosed with multiple tumors and that it was cancer and spread throughout your body. I never told you , this but I crumbled that day and was so angry that I met my soul brother, and angry bc you were going to be leaving me in a few months.
No matter how brutal the truth was , you and I always were honest with each other. You asked me if you were going to die, and I said yes. I remember your gf ripping my ass so hard that day and reeming me for telling you that, but it was the truth and I was not going to give you some false lie.
I remember the very last words you said to me, which I will take to the grave with me.
The kind of bond you and I had was something that brothers rarely get to experience in this life. I cannot believe how identical our lives were. We were the exact same person in 2 different bodies and states.
I'm forced to make a decision on a big move in life at this moment. This is the decision you made and I think i'm doing the right thing, but i'm going to follow in your footsteps with this one in hopes that I may do something positive for myself, and help others in the process in need. If it's meant to be that my decision fails, then I will take it with the meaning that my God has a different plan for me. I asked myself the other day , where is my brother when I need hym the most, and i'm not sure but today, there you were speaking to me. I know you are always around me in some form.
This letter is for you my brother, I want you to know that I truly loved you with all that I had inside. I cannot wait to see you again, and I know that when it's my time to leave this earth, you will be there to show me some ropes in another life. Thanks for the brotherly love you gave to me, thank you for opening up to me, thank you for believing in me and thank you for your honesty and dedication . Thank you for being a soldier and fighting for our freedom in the Gulf. I was and am so proud of all the accomplishments you achieved in your life. You are my brother, my hero, and my inspiration .

Love,
your co-bassmasterbrotherbdawg

-RNguy

Princess4u · 02-26-2010, 04:50 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by RNguy

( this is not your typical love letter by the way - it's for my late butch brother)

Dear Kamereon,
There is never a day that goes by my brother where I do not think of you in some aspect. The impact you left on my life, was such an amazing one. I remember the day we met years ago, I remember being new to the community and taking some heat from an obnoxious guy, and you shoved your way by hym and took up for me and put hym in hys place. From that moment on, we became bonded for life and each others side kick.
We started our own little club in each others user notes and it kind of flourished into a funny little out there escapade with some people floating in and out reading about us and trying to figure us out. I still have every user note left up there and still from time to time read them and laugh.
I remember the day you became sick, and called me. I remember the day you told me that you were diagnosed with multiple tumors and that it was cancer and spread throughout your body. I never told you , this but I crumbled that day and was so angry that I met my soul brother, and angry bc you were going to be leaving me in a few months.
No matter how brutal the truth was , you and I always were honest with each other. You asked me if you were going to die, and I said yes. I remember your gf ripping my ass so hard that day and reeming me for telling you that, but it was the truth and I was not going to give you some false lie.
I remember the very last words you said to me, which I will take to the grave with me.
The kind of bond you and I had was something that brothers rarely get to experience in this life. I cannot believe how identical our lives were. We were the exact same person in 2 different bodies and states.
I'm forced to make a decision on a big move in life at this moment. This is the decision you made and I think i'm doing the right thing, but i'm going to follow in your footsteps with this one in hopes that I may do something positive for myself, and help others in the process in need. If it's meant to be that my decision fails, then I will take it with the meaning that my God has a different plan for me. I asked myself the other day , where is my brother when I need hym the most, and i'm not sure but today, there you were speaking to me. I know you are always around me in some form.
This letter is for you my brother, I want you to know that I truly loved you with all that I had inside. I cannot wait to see you again, and I know that when it's my time to leave this earth, you will be there to show me some ropes in another life. Thanks for the brotherly love you gave to me, thank you for opening up to me, thank you for believing in me and thank you for your honesty and dedication . Thank you for being a soldier and fighting for our freedom in the Gulf. I was and am so proud of all the accomplishments you achieved in your life. You are my brother, my hero, and my inspiration .

Love,
your co-bassmasterbrotherbdawg

-RNguy

Baby, that is beautiful...and now I understand...and support your dreams even more...I know hy is with you and will be by your side in spirit...as I am in life...you are my friend...I wish and pray for you to follow your heart and live this dream, if the LORD so permits....if not please dont feel downhearted...bc as you say..HE has another plan and that is never wrong...and know that perhaps your brother in life is your angel up above...and hy may want a different life for you! For hy knows the hardships of this world and can see you in a differnt place giving of yourself still and loving humanity in the same way as hy did! GOD bless you my friend..i love you!!!
Always...your princess

Princess4u · 03-02-2010, 10:31 PM

You kissed me....you reached over the console of your car and you kissed me....!!! Our lips meeting for the first time like raindrops meeting a leaf on a tree for the first time....you kissed me....you were sweet, yet strong and firm. Your lips dancing with mine as if we had danced this dance for an eternity before tonight......you kissed me!!!! Your tounge lightly tasting my mouth like a rich chocolate candy, wanting to savour each speck, each morsal of wet, sweet goodness. Minutes fade to hours it seems....our lips never parting.....I knew then, with the quickening of my heart and the desire which flowed through me at that moment.......I was yours for all of eternity...I love you

Jet · 03-02-2010, 10:48 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Princess4u

Minutes fade to hours it seems....then, with the quickening of my heart and the desire which flowed through me at that moment.......I was yours

sweet lines.

bigbutchmistie · 03-03-2010, 09:55 AM

I agree sweet lines

Bit · 03-03-2010, 03:29 PM

Dear Gryph,

I have no adequate words; I can only try to say what you mean to me, who you are to me. I am blown away by the depth and strength of your love for me and your commitment to me.

I can never repay everything you have done for me, not even with a lifetime to try.

You were right, you know. You aren't always right about yourself--isn't it ironic how wrong we can each be about ourselves?--but you were right about me. You always are.

Still, I am stubborn and foolish... and I suppose that's part of why you're right. Thank you for the depth of your love that simply accepts me as I am with no judgment. Thank you for allowing me the room to keep on trying even when we both know what the outcome must be. Thank you for this very great gift of your unending support.

My love, you are astounding,
Cath

Jet · 03-05-2010, 12:59 AM

Sweet Darlin',

I'm not very good at this you know. But tonight, I thought about you—
what you would feel like in my arms slow dancing to an old Ricky Nelson record.
So simple. I would love to hold you and, without words, fall more in love with you
than I have ever loved. You have my heart, you see, and it skips a beat at the
thought of belonging to you. I would twirl you gently and watch that beautiful grin
of yours widen and your eyes fall softly to the floor as you came back to me.
I would never let you go, because surely then I would have fallen into your soul.

a world of hope and laughter and tears and pain
at times a gentle breeze in a hurricane
a world full of doubt but love works it out
young emotions

I have never let on you know, about your way and how deeply you move me.
I close my eyes to see you and my head spins and clocks in the room stop ticking.
You stop the clock, sweet darlin', and make my sun dance forever. So loved.

I've never told you that I would be tender as tender can be—
my lips caressing yours—then on the corner of your mouth to kiss you there slowly.
Twirl and sway beautiful girl. Let me pick you up and carry you off to a life together.

we'll face each new tomorrow, dear, undismayed
for our love will keep us together
and our love will help us to weather
these young emotions

You are my ecstasy.

bigbutchmistie · 03-13-2010, 04:17 PM

Dearest Angel:

I swore I'd never write you another letter. And yet here I am writing just that.

When I think of who you are and all that you are my heart skips a beat in anticipation for you...

You like myself have been through all the might have been's. The "not enoug's" and yet even though you are tired of hurting you still have that yearning for me. For us for everything we will be....

My arms ache to hold you and keep you safe... I am your Knight, your Prince. I am the one you seek. We have yet to meet baby girl but I am here. And I am hoping and waiting patiently for you...

I hope that you are open and receptive to the kind of love that I will give you. You will always be safe and protected with me. I promise you you have never been loved so deeply and so completely....

Just know I am here baby, and I truly do want and ache for you, my perfect baby girl...

Me

bigbutchmistie · 03-13-2010, 05:50 PM

Dear:

[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jjnmICxvoVY"]YouTube- Savage Garden - I Knew I Loved You[/ame]

bigbutchmistie · 03-13-2010, 06:31 PM

02-26-2010, 03:22 AM	#1
RNguy Member How Do You Identify?: trans Preferred Pronoun?: He preferredably :) Relationship Status: the pitbull <€ Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: Birmingham, Alabama Posts: 1,058 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,473 Thanked 2,266 Times in 510 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Dear Kamereon ( this is not your typical love letter by the way - it's for my late butch brother) Dear Kamereon, There is never a day that goes by my brother where I do not think of you in some aspect. The impact you left on my life, was such an amazing one. I remember the day we met years ago, I remember being new to the community and taking some heat from an obnoxious guy, and you shoved your way by hym and took up for me and put hym in hys place. From that moment on, we became bonded for life and each others side kick. We started our own little club in each others user notes and it kind of flourished into a funny little out there escapade with some people floating in and out reading about us and trying to figure us out. I still have every user note left up there and still from time to time read them and laugh. I remember the day you became sick, and called me. I remember the day you told me that you were diagnosed with multiple tumors and that it was cancer and spread throughout your body. I never told you , this but I crumbled that day and was so angry that I met my soul brother, and angry bc you were going to be leaving me in a few months. No matter how brutal the truth was , you and I always were honest with each other. You asked me if you were going to die, and I said yes. I remember your gf ripping my ass so hard that day and reeming me for telling you that, but it was the truth and I was not going to give you some false lie. I remember the very last words you said to me, which I will take to the grave with me. The kind of bond you and I had was something that brothers rarely get to experience in this life. I cannot believe how identical our lives were. We were the exact same person in 2 different bodies and states. I'm forced to make a decision on a big move in life at this moment. This is the decision you made and I think i'm doing the right thing, but i'm going to follow in your footsteps with this one in hopes that I may do something positive for myself, and help others in the process in need. If it's meant to be that my decision fails, then I will take it with the meaning that my God has a different plan for me. I asked myself the other day , where is my brother when I need hym the most, and i'm not sure but today, there you were speaking to me. I know you are always around me in some form. This letter is for you my brother, I want you to know that I truly loved you with all that I had inside. I cannot wait to see you again, and I know that when it's my time to leave this earth, you will be there to show me some ropes in another life. Thanks for the brotherly love you gave to me, thank you for opening up to me, thank you for believing in me and thank you for your honesty and dedication . Thank you for being a soldier and fighting for our freedom in the Gulf. I was and am so proud of all the accomplishments you achieved in your life. You are my brother, my hero, and my inspiration . Love, your co-bassmasterbrotherbdawg -RNguy

03-02-2010, 10:31 PM	#3
Princess4u Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: she, love of my life....princess!!! Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Tn for now..waiting for my prince to come and take me away Posts: 221 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 360 Thanked 290 Times in 124 Posts Rep Power: 137	You kissed me....you reached over the console of your car and you kissed me....!!! Our lips meeting for the first time like raindrops meeting a leaf on a tree for the first time....you kissed me....you were sweet, yet strong and firm. Your lips dancing with mine as if we had danced this dance for an eternity before tonight......you kissed me!!!! Your tounge lightly tasting my mouth like a rich chocolate candy, wanting to savour each speck, each morsal of wet, sweet goodness. Minutes fade to hours it seems....our lips never parting.....I knew then, with the quickening of my heart and the desire which flowed through me at that moment.......I was yours for all of eternity...I love you __________________ *Dreams are the lover's way of living a fairytale in the light of day.*http://i736.photobucket.com/albums/x...esCALWEZ92.jpg

03-05-2010, 12:59 AM	#7
Jet Timed Out - TOS Drama How Do You Identify?: .. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: .. Posts: 3,471 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 292 Thanked 2,647 Times in 1,293 Posts Rep Power: 0	Sweet Darlin', I'm not very good at this you know. But tonight, I thought about you— what you would feel like in my arms slow dancing to an old Ricky Nelson record. So simple. I would love to hold you and, without words, fall more in love with you than I have ever loved. You have my heart, you see, and it skips a beat at the thought of belonging to you. I would twirl you gently and watch that beautiful grin of yours widen and your eyes fall softly to the floor as you came back to me. I would never let you go, because surely then I would have fallen into your soul. a world of hope and laughter and tears and pain at times a gentle breeze in a hurricane a world full of doubt but love works it out young emotions I have never let on you know, about your way and how deeply you move me. I close my eyes to see you and my head spins and clocks in the room stop ticking. You stop the clock, sweet darlin', and make my sun dance forever. So loved. I've never told you that I would be tender as tender can be— my lips caressing yours—then on the corner of your mouth to kiss you there slowly. Twirl and sway beautiful girl. Let me pick you up and carry you off to a life together. we'll face each new tomorrow, dear, undismayed for our love will keep us together and our love will help us to weather these young emotions You are my ecstasy.

03-13-2010, 06:31 PM	#10
bigbutchmistie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Since You Need A Label. Butch Relationship Status: Still Dreaming Of My Happily Ever After Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Arlington Texas Posts: 4,009 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,950 Thanked 5,364 Times in 1,941 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1AJmKkU5POA"]YouTube- Michael BublÃ© - Haven't Met You Yet [OFFICIAL VIDEO][/ame]

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03-03-2010, 09:55 AM	#5
bigbutchmistie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Since You Need A Label. Butch Relationship Status: Still Dreaming Of My Happily Ever After Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Arlington Texas Posts: 4,009 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,950 Thanked 5,364 Times in 1,941 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	I agree sweet lines

03-03-2010, 03:29 PM	#6
Bit Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Stonefemme Relationship Status: married to Gryph Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Wichita, KS Posts: 2,177 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,126 Thanked 3,770 Times in 1,264 Posts Rep Power: 10778871	Dear Gryph, I have no adequate words; I can only try to say what you mean to me, who you are to me. I am blown away by the depth and strength of your love for me and your commitment to me. I can never repay everything you have done for me, not even with a lifetime to try. You were right, you know. You aren't always right about yourself--isn't it ironic how wrong we can each be about ourselves?--but you were right about me. You always are. Still, I am stubborn and foolish... and I suppose that's part of why you're right. Thank you for the depth of your love that simply accepts me as I am with no judgment. Thank you for allowing me the room to keep on trying even when we both know what the outcome must be. Thank you for this very great gift of your unending support. My love, you are astounding, Cath

03-13-2010, 04:17 PM	#8
bigbutchmistie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Since You Need A Label. Butch Relationship Status: Still Dreaming Of My Happily Ever After Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Arlington Texas Posts: 4,009 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,950 Thanked 5,364 Times in 1,941 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	Dearest Angel: I swore I'd never write you another letter. And yet here I am writing just that. When I think of who you are and all that you are my heart skips a beat in anticipation for you... You like myself have been through all the might have been's. The "not enoug's" and yet even though you are tired of hurting you still have that yearning for me. For us for everything we will be.... My arms ache to hold you and keep you safe... I am your Knight, your Prince. I am the one you seek. We have yet to meet baby girl but I am here. And I am hoping and waiting patiently for you... I hope that you are open and receptive to the kind of love that I will give you. You will always be safe and protected with me. I promise you you have never been loved so deeply and so completely.... Just know I am here baby, and I truly do want and ache for you, my perfect baby girl... Me

03-13-2010, 05:50 PM	#9
bigbutchmistie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Since You Need A Label. Butch Relationship Status: Still Dreaming Of My Happily Ever After Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Arlington Texas Posts: 4,009 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,950 Thanked 5,364 Times in 1,941 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	Dear: [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jjnmICxvoVY"]YouTube- Savage Garden - I Knew I Loved You[/ame]