~baby~doll~ heart on her sleeve

[~baby~doll~]

i stand alone at the crossroads of my heart
all alone from the very start
i imagine all i could be
never once did i really see

falling in love is what i have done
i look through the kaleidoscope and see the only one
magic comes from every hand
and i will never wear a wedding band

the music of my heart you see
is the real key
lost forgotten and pushed aside
in YOUR heart i wish to reside

one bell rings at the end of day
telling me i have to pay
mourning brings the sound of weeping
here lies my heart in someones keeping

utopian daydreams keep life divine
the shards they sweep once were mine
when at last i have to go
finding out i will never know

is there reason in this rhyme
or is it all a waste of time
my heart it breaks along the line
no one worries it is only mine

i weep the sadness the dirge that's strife
no one cares it's just my life
so as i lie at slumbers hollow
i remain no one will follow

so here i stand with purple flowers
counting down the precious hours
now i lay me down in sleep
my eys no more they will not weep