Something horrible just happened

[WildHorses]

I am sorry that happened to you anaisninja but you MUST go to work.

Taking care of you and what is best for you is what counts. I am NOT saying
it is easy. But in the end we are really the only ones who "look after" ourselves.

Many times when we give our hearts it gets handed back to us looking like
it was in a blender for a month.

YOU take care of you which includes (in my pea brain) going to work and doing what you need to do.

WH

Originally Posted by anaisninja

I don't even know where to put this post.

(And for the first time since I joined this forum, the chat room is not working tonight.)

The woman I thought liked me, went up to move her truck and never came back.

On our date.

I feel... like I've just been stabbed. Like there is something deeply, terribly wrong with me. Like I'm not worth loving. Or even fucking.

This has never happened to me. No one has ever treated me this way. Except for the woman in Illinois. So that is twice in 2 weeks now.

For a split second, when she went to go move her truck, I thought - if she doesn't come back I'm going to quit my job and leave the state. But I didn't believe it. I didn't believe a person could be so cruel. But then, she never came back.

Maybe this is a message from the Universe. I can't go to work tomorrow, even though it's my 3rd day on the job. That's it. I give up. I'm done.