09-19-2019, 02:02 PM | #2861 |
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Nameless Strange I am nameless strange and you don’t know me, not anymore. Dismissed as an unread book; sent away with covers torn off. The bad weather that you love keeps you indoors eating hot curry and thinking foolish thoughts. What narcissism separates you and me? After blinking eyes you find our sameness, bend near me and whisper my name. Have faith in fruit * A LITTLE EXTRA HOPE What will you do with a little extra hope? Asked my quizzical sponsor. What good is a little hope? My retort. A little hope got you sober, What can you do with a little more? Could you take out your dreams And fly them on a breeze? Could you throw yourself Into a wave of intention And see if you could ride it out? Breathe easier, smile broader? Take my hand tighter And walk the road awhile longer Before you run for refuge? Let me ask a better question. What couldn’t you do with a little more hope? -----------FAIL----------- .
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09-21-2019, 09:35 PM | #2862 |
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September 21
Mercy The rearview holds the vision, the sad figure on the corner as I drive away, all that is left to me are memories of G-d, the rest I ejected and sped from as fast as I could. I cannot face what is left when I make G-d homeless and unloved. Though living together was tough sometimes, living alone is unbearable. Nothing cooks right, cleans right, tastes right or smells right, even the moon won’t rise right when I am strictly on my own. And G-d wasn’t built for the streets, that corner is not someplace my Higher Power fits in. We are meant to be together and apart the world spins off its measure. Pitiful is what I am, so I swing around the block, fling open the door and take pity on G-d and go home. Make time for lullabies * BELLS The bells are ringing but no one sings There are no peals of laughter and that’s just fine For pleasure is not the only response to sound. Shock and distain are other options, too. I have what I want in relationship to the buzz in my ear Equal opportunity attitude, pro and con. Some songs bring joy when they end. I have to lower my expectation of pleasure And value my distaste for tinkling sounds Or any other preordained sweetness. .
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09-26-2019, 01:42 PM | #2863 |
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Green Wood When a nail is hammered into a living tree, the tree is forever changed. Even if the barb is pulled out the tree will never be the same. If the spike remains and the tree lives; over time the nail will be incorporated, the tree will get on with the business of living and carry the thing as just a part of what it took to get here. What was trauma is trauma, but life is big and the longer it gets the larger the life, is the hope. Piercing experience is engulfed by rings of fresh wood and a will to grow beyond the moment of impact. The tree branches out and even a hundred nails can’t stop that. Educate domination when you can and cage it when you have to * VIRGINIA CREEPER In a clearing grows a vine As seasons change the leaves turn pale. This type of vine grows throughout the woods But does it grow pale everywhere Or only in this sunlit space? I see the trembling of the lovely foliage And wonder the destiny of the flora. Does growth have a will of it own? Does it grow to light or is it a must? Can I turn my face Even if Virginia Creeper cannot? And if I can------------ Should I just to prove a point? .
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01-01-2020, 01:41 AM | #2864 |
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January 1
THE COWS ARE HIGHER THAN THE HOUSE I got sober only to end up living in a house where the cows are higher than the house. I mean, next to my house there is a hill. The hill is surrounded by a fence. The cows are pastured inside the fence. Standing on the hill, the cows are taller than the house. I didn’t expect to live in a house where the cows were higher. I expected normal. I didn’t expect the cows at all. I expected the house, but not this house, and not here, next to this hill. I expected to tell people, "Come to my house. It’s at the end of the lane. It’s the one with the rose colored shutters." My sponsor wants to know why rose colored shutters are okay but cows overlooking the house are not. I can’t answer her. It’s just wrong; that’s all! I don’t know why she can’t understand this. It seems perfectly clear to me. My sponsor says I am powerless over cows and my life is not unmanageable but my thinking is. She tells me to paint purple cows, to write stories about worse places for the cows to be. I tell her the tub. She says write it down. She’s no fun. I heard in a meeting I should pray for the people and things I am upset about. I pray for the cows. My sponsor says the cows see how I live my life and she is sure the cows pray for me. Write a letter to the moon * Lie Yes, a lie is just a lie, but the truth also has problems. I relay the facts and the words take on a life of their own, They leave out the backdoor and walk on down the road. They move to another town and never find time to come back for a visit even though, I am their mother. And woe to the woman who grows attached to credit or recognition for her ideas. These kidnapped prodigies are never ransomed but sold outright and their DNA not questioned or tested. So, my advice is to love your words in secret and raise your notions behind high walls. If you are ever called upon to share your wisdom, lie. For even if you’re caught the risk is tolerable. Exposure is awkward but then again no one is looking, so, what is there to lose. A lie is just a lie but it stays home with you at night. .
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04-23-2020, 01:29 AM | #2865 |
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Transition from here and now dear Friend of Bill. You were so much to so many that held your words of inspiration close to heart.
Too young. Too soon. Title of your bestseller, Sober on the Way to Sane echoes in the corners of my mind. Left Write Femme ,clever left handed writer. Memories Traveling to 12 Step bookstores from New Jersey to California to kick off the following 10 books. Remembering the glee in your face when you saw your books on the shelves. Your joy as I marched across the snow in motorcycle boots, so you could photograph me for the cover of your first novel, about Love and abuse in our community. This is intolerable. Rest In Peace ☮️ |
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Living sober. One day at a time, remember the journey of those who have gone before you. Sober thoughts and sober living enable you to give back and pay it forward. We will continue along the road, always providing a light along the way. |
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