The Loft: Butches and Femmes in their 40s, 50s and over. - Page 157

morningstar55 · 09-19-2012, 07:30 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by OS Butch

I have been playing in the arcade and I can't get a better score! Anyone have a favorite game? Mahjong and Spider 1 suit Solitaire are kicking my .... ARGH!

...bookworm ....
....scrabble blast....

OS Butch · 09-19-2012, 07:53 PM

One last game and I am heading for bed. Good night!

ruthie14 · 09-19-2012, 07:58 PM

feeling a bit low..

working too much.

stomach still upset.

Missing the folks in little rock that I saw in Vegas a few years ago.

Woman I wish would want more doesn't, I know it, she knows it, she's been honest about it. We've been friends.... I want more..she just wants friends with benefits and I won't bend.

sigh

yep, blue

OS Butch · 09-19-2012, 08:28 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ruthie14

feeling a bit low..

working too much.

stomach still upset.

Missing the folks in little rock that I saw in Vegas a few years ago.

Woman I wish would want more doesn't, I know it, she knows it, she's been honest about it. We've been friends.... I want more..she just wants friends with benefits and I won't bend.

sigh

yep, blue

Ruthie, I just know there is an untethered soul out there for you. If you know what her deal is and it isn't want you want/need, don't settle. Keep true to yourself. I know I have been single for longer than I have ever been. I broke someones heart because I was still not ready to make that forever after commitment.... I still am not as I haven't resolved messing up my previous relationship. Keep what you want in the forefront of your mind and it will happen, I am sure of it. That is what keeps me sane during my singledom.

ruthie14 · 09-20-2012, 04:24 AM

Thanks for your words OS. I won't give in. Just everything getting to me.

Maybe I'll feel better today or tomorrow.

Ruthie

morningstar55 · 09-20-2012, 06:49 AM

morning loft dwellers and peekers

its a beautiful day in the nieghbohood... a great day for driving.. lol

(((Ruth)))) .... wish u could come to LR .. it would lift your spirits up big time.. and i have a room with 2 beds..

listen to me.... and here i was .. like 3 x wanting to back out of going.
i guess i was feeling a bit over whelmed , going shopping alone and trying to peice together my evening gown for sat. nite.. i never had a gown before.. i have ideas how i want to dress this up.... but im kinda stuck on a few ideas..and not sure if its will look stupid or not..
i never went and got things for ... myself .. soo much before.. all in 1 well short time.
ok im getting weepy.. heh.. i been doing this a lot lately.. i dont kno why..

morningstar55 · 09-20-2012, 11:42 AM

Wow never b4 have I ever had security walk me to my truck . At Wal-Mart.. or anywhere.... Earler, 3 men wanderd thru this parking lot, no big deal, well, bfr I knew it . One was standing at my door panhandling4 money .... I went in bk ignoring him. 2 hrs later im getting out if truck, to head across lot and into WAL Mart. well here all 3 guys strolling across , hollering at me ... to come here , blah .. blah .. I kept walking , got to WAL Mart, watching where they were and went... they hung at end if lot... by some cars. Then headed into the woods, where there is a creek .... all 3 .. pal,d together... reading .... think its time I head to little rock.

..... there is the most Awsome BBQ place here... very nice new authentic building ,etc.
Jim n nicks .....
I told thm as well about this so they.r aware

The bartender told me ther seems to b a community if homeless living in tents in these woods here , somtimes they give t leftover foods. And let thm use water hose ..
But will keep in mind what just happens to me.

ruthie14 · 09-20-2012, 07:09 PM

Awww thanks Morning star..if I had known... maybe next time. Weird about Walmart...and a little scary too. Have fun at the reunion!!! Keep us updated!

Well , I finally got the authorization for my medicine. Will be taking it shortly!!Hopefully it will help. Feeling it a lot in my throat and vocal cords so even though i want to rehearsal I sang very little. I am going to try to rest it the next couple of weeks as best as I can. Drinking aloe gel in water.. foul tasting stuff, but should help heal everything up. Crossing my fingers. Took 10 days for me to get that drug.. at 138.00 for 30 days. I will raise some hell if my vocal cords don't recover! May be bleeding in my stomach somewhere as well. Hoping the Aloe helps with both, otherwise it's back to the dr and more tests. JUST what I need!

Have a great night and a lovely weekend all!

Ruthie

LipstickLola · 09-20-2012, 07:16 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ruthie14

feeling a bit low..

working too much.

stomach still upset.

Missing the folks in little rock that I saw in Vegas a few years ago.

Woman I wish would want more doesn't, I know it, she knows it, she's been honest about it. We've been friends.... I want more..she just wants friends with benefits and I won't bend.

sigh
yep, blue

I know just how you are feeling Ruthie (((((Ruthie))))

I'm not sure if I'll ever be with anyone again, but I go forth knowing what it is I want and need....praying someday it may happen again, but that if it does not, I have known love, given love as deeply and earnestly as I knew how,
hoping it could come back to me, but trying not to wither up if it does not.
Keep moving forward Ruthie......
Lola

Galahad · 09-20-2012, 09:07 PM

Sorry so many of you have the blues. I hope things look up for you all soon. I read, but I don't post often. It feels too strange to be the last one to post for days. Have fun and enjoy what you can.

morningstar55 · 09-20-2012, 10:52 PM

yayy im here......... lol but hangin at the pilot truck stop for tonight up here in north little rock , so i can grab a shower and look for that parking spot near peabody in the day light.

yotlyolqualli · 09-21-2012, 02:12 AM

Good morning lofters!

sooooooooooooooooo had the procedure done on wednesday. I kind of get a kick out of the anesthisia teams everytime they put me under. They ask me.."ever had problems with anesthesia before?" my answer is always... my blood pressure runs low with it.

Apparently, they never believe me because they always wake me up with a "boy! you weren't lying!" and this time.. I had to be medicated to get my blood pressure to come up a bit. My syst. number fell down to 50. They didn't say how low the actual b/p went, but when the upper number falls to 50, they get scared.

Anyway... they have discovered a small peptic ulcer, not large enough to be causing the extreme iron defiency nor the falling hemoglobin, but they also discovered a fissure... so... it's back to the surgeon.

I hate being put under, hate the feeling...my last concious thought is always, "please God, make sure I wake up". I hate the feeling that invokes.

I also hate the time it takes for me to get over being anesthesized.

I hope everyone there has an awesome time in LR, and I hope everyone else has an awesome weekend!! Take care,

Lissa

morningstar55 · 09-21-2012, 04:53 AM

Morning loft dwellers nd peekers

I went to bed soooo late and dont kno Y am up ,cant seem to go back to sleep... ""sigh""

Wow Yotly hope u will b ok
sounds kinda scarey

Ever notice, seems to b more peekers here thn members somtimes???

OS Butch · 09-21-2012, 06:35 AM

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Originally Posted by morningstar55

yayy im here......... lol but hangin at the pilot truck stop for tonight up here in north little rock , so i can grab a shower and look for that parking spot near peabody in the day light.

Ummmmm, if you are in you big truck, you might not be able to park. I barely squeezed by in some spots with my pick up truck and pulling the trailer. The good news was at least at the end of the road there was a HUGE circle I could turn around.

Maybe you can get someone to come pick you up from the truck stop or call a cab! That would be easier!

Have a great time!

OS Butch · 09-21-2012, 06:50 AM

Wow, yotl, what a day you must have had. I hope everything comes out great. I remember hating anesthesia, some 30 years ago, but I still had the same though as you! I hope you had family or a friend to help you out during this time. Have a great weekend

Quote:

Originally Posted by yotlyolqualli

Good morning lofters!

sooooooooooooooooo had the procedure done on wednesday. I kind of get a kick out of the anesthisia teams everytime they put me under. They ask me.."ever had problems with anesthesia before?" my answer is always... my blood pressure runs low with it.

Apparently, they never believe me because they always wake me up with a "boy! you weren't lying!" and this time.. I had to be medicated to get my blood pressure to come up a bit. My syst. number fell down to 50. They didn't say how low the actual b/p went, but when the upper number falls to 50, they get scared.

Anyway... they have discovered a small peptic ulcer, not large enough to be causing the extreme iron defiency nor the falling hemoglobin, but they also discovered a fissure... so... it's back to the surgeon.

I hate being put under, hate the feeling...my last concious thought is always, "please God, make sure I wake up". I hate the feeling that invokes.

I also hate the time it takes for me to get over being anesthesized.

I hope everyone there has an awesome time in LR, and I hope everyone else has an awesome weekend!! Take care,

Lissa

morningstar55 · 09-21-2012, 07:11 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by OS Butch

Ummmmm, if you are in you big truck, you might not be able to park. I barely squeezed by in some spots with my pick up truck and pulling the trailer. The good news was at least at the end of the road there was a HUGE circle I could turn around.

Maybe you can get someone to come pick you up from the truck stop or call a cab! That would be easier!

Have a great time!

Morning... Jo ... it will cost 40 some odd bucks 1 way for a cab ...... no way.
The Peabody valet guys have directed me to a parking lot where tour bus,s park near the hotel.... FREE!!! Soooo .... ha ... im there

LipstickLola · 09-21-2012, 08:28 AM

TGIF!! and I can drive

Hope everyone has a great weekend! Especially those in LR yaaaay!!

Lola

OS Butch · 09-21-2012, 05:54 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by morningstar55

Morning... Jo ... it will cost 40 some odd bucks 1 way for a cab ...... no way.
The Peabody valet guys have directed me to a parking lot where tour bus,s park near the hotel.... FREE!!! Soooo .... ha ... im there

That is great! Have a grand time!

OS Butch · 09-21-2012, 05:57 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by LipstickLola

TGIF!! and I can drive

Hope everyone has a great weekend! Especially those in LR yaaaay!!

Lola

Have a great weekend....What are you driving and where are you gonna drive?!

Dance-with-me · 09-21-2012, 07:04 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by yotlyolqualli

Good morning lofters!

sooooooooooooooooo had the procedure done on wednesday. I kind of get a kick out of the anesthisia teams everytime they put me under. They ask me.."ever had problems with anesthesia before?" my answer is always... my blood pressure runs low with it.

Apparently, they never believe me because they always wake me up with a "boy! you weren't lying!" and this time.. I had to be medicated to get my blood pressure to come up a bit. My syst. number fell down to 50. They didn't say how low the actual b/p went, but when the upper number falls to 50, they get scared.

Lisa's I have the exact same issue with surgery - and the same issues with disbelief!

09-19-2012, 07:53 PM	#3122
OS Butch Member How Do You Identify?: Butch-BLW Preferred Pronoun?: Default-She Relationship Status: Closed Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: Northern Virginia Posts: 636 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 488 Thanked 1,378 Times in 461 Posts Rep Power: 12988704	One last game and I am heading for bed. Good night! __________________ You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you. ~Tinkerbell~

09-20-2012, 06:49 AM	#3126
morningstar55 Senior Member How Do You Identify?: femme,she Preferred Pronoun?: she,her, Relationship Status: very single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: western NY Posts: 3,809 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,280 Thanked 4,240 Times in 1,845 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	morning loft dwellers and peekers its a beautiful day in the nieghbohood... a great day for driving.. lol (((Ruth)))) .... wish u could come to LR .. it would lift your spirits up big time.. and i have a room with 2 beds.. listen to me.... and here i was .. like 3 x wanting to back out of going. i guess i was feeling a bit over whelmed , going shopping alone and trying to peice together my evening gown for sat. nite.. i never had a gown before.. i have ideas how i want to dress this up.... but im kinda stuck on a few ideas..and not sure if its will look stupid or not.. i never went and got things for ... myself .. soo much before.. all in 1 well short time. ok im getting weepy.. heh.. i been doing this a lot lately.. i dont kno why.. __________________ -------------------------------------------- life is to short to wake up in the morning with regrets so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who dont, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance take it... if it changes your life let it.

09-20-2012, 11:42 AM	#3127
morningstar55 Senior Member How Do You Identify?: femme,she Preferred Pronoun?: she,her, Relationship Status: very single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: western NY Posts: 3,809 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,280 Thanked 4,240 Times in 1,845 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	Wow never b4 have I ever had security walk me to my truck . At Wal-Mart.. or anywhere.... Earler, 3 men wanderd thru this parking lot, no big deal, well, bfr I knew it . One was standing at my door panhandling4 money .... I went in bk ignoring him. 2 hrs later im getting out if truck, to head across lot and into WAL Mart. well here all 3 guys strolling across , hollering at me ... to come here , blah .. blah .. I kept walking , got to WAL Mart, watching where they were and went... they hung at end if lot... by some cars. Then headed into the woods, where there is a creek .... all 3 .. pal,d together... reading .... think its time I head to little rock. ..... there is the most Awsome BBQ place here... very nice new authentic building ,etc. Jim n nicks ..... I told thm as well about this so they.r aware The bartender told me ther seems to b a community if homeless living in tents in these woods here , somtimes they give t leftover foods. And let thm use water hose .. But will keep in mind what just happens to me. __________________ -------------------------------------------- life is to short to wake up in the morning with regrets so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who dont, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance take it... if it changes your life let it.

09-20-2012, 10:52 PM	#3131
morningstar55 Senior Member How Do You Identify?: femme,she Preferred Pronoun?: she,her, Relationship Status: very single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: western NY Posts: 3,809 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,280 Thanked 4,240 Times in 1,845 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	yayy im here......... lol but hangin at the pilot truck stop for tonight up here in north little rock , so i can grab a shower and look for that parking spot near peabody in the day light. __________________ -------------------------------------------- life is to short to wake up in the morning with regrets so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who dont, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance take it... if it changes your life let it.

09-21-2012, 02:12 AM	#3132
yotlyolqualli Member How Do You Identify?: submissive femme Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: moving forward and not looking back... anything is possible! Join Date: May 2012 Location: Pennsylvania Posts: 242 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,206 Thanked 1,272 Times in 184 Posts Rep Power: 21357560	Good morning lofters! sooooooooooooooooo had the procedure done on wednesday. I kind of get a kick out of the anesthisia teams everytime they put me under. They ask me.."ever had problems with anesthesia before?" my answer is always... my blood pressure runs low with it. Apparently, they never believe me because they always wake me up with a "boy! you weren't lying!" and this time.. I had to be medicated to get my blood pressure to come up a bit. My syst. number fell down to 50. They didn't say how low the actual b/p went, but when the upper number falls to 50, they get scared. Anyway... they have discovered a small peptic ulcer, not large enough to be causing the extreme iron defiency nor the falling hemoglobin, but they also discovered a fissure... so... it's back to the surgeon. I hate being put under, hate the feeling...my last concious thought is always, "please God, make sure I wake up". I hate the feeling that invokes. I also hate the time it takes for me to get over being anesthesized. I hope everyone there has an awesome time in LR, and I hope everyone else has an awesome weekend!! Take care, Lissa __________________ ~Love is a verb~

09-19-2012, 07:58 PM	#3123
ruthie14 Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: she Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: NJ Posts: 844 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,904 Thanked 1,245 Times in 461 Posts Rep Power: 5946335	feeling a bit low.. working too much. stomach still upset. Missing the folks in little rock that I saw in Vegas a few years ago. Woman I wish would want more doesn't, I know it, she knows it, she's been honest about it. We've been friends.... I want more..she just wants friends with benefits and I won't bend. sigh yep, blue

09-20-2012, 04:24 AM	#3125
ruthie14 Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: she Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: NJ Posts: 844 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,904 Thanked 1,245 Times in 461 Posts Rep Power: 5946335	Thanks for your words OS. I won't give in. Just everything getting to me. Maybe I'll feel better today or tomorrow. Ruthie

09-20-2012, 07:09 PM	#3128
ruthie14 Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: she Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: NJ Posts: 844 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,904 Thanked 1,245 Times in 461 Posts Rep Power: 5946335	Awww thanks Morning star..if I had known... maybe next time. Weird about Walmart...and a little scary too. Have fun at the reunion!!! Keep us updated! Well , I finally got the authorization for my medicine. Will be taking it shortly!!Hopefully it will help. Feeling it a lot in my throat and vocal cords so even though i want to rehearsal I sang very little. I am going to try to rest it the next couple of weeks as best as I can. Drinking aloe gel in water.. foul tasting stuff, but should help heal everything up. Crossing my fingers. Took 10 days for me to get that drug.. at 138.00 for 30 days. I will raise some hell if my vocal cords don't recover! May be bleeding in my stomach somewhere as well. Hoping the Aloe helps with both, otherwise it's back to the dr and more tests. JUST what I need! Have a great night and a lovely weekend all! Ruthie

09-20-2012, 09:07 PM	#3130
Galahad Member How Do You Identify?: do I have to? Relationship Status: single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: I.E. Southern California Posts: 425 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,300 Thanked 339 Times in 151 Posts Rep Power: 1446604	Sorry so many of you have the blues. I hope things look up for you all soon. I read, but I don't post often. It feels too strange to be the last one to post for days. Have fun and enjoy what you can.

09-21-2012, 04:53 AM	#3133
morningstar55 Senior Member How Do You Identify?: femme,she Preferred Pronoun?: she,her, Relationship Status: very single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: western NY Posts: 3,809 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,280 Thanked 4,240 Times in 1,845 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	Morning loft dwellers nd peekers I went to bed soooo late and dont kno Y am up ,cant seem to go back to sleep... ""sigh"" Wow Yotly hope u will b ok sounds kinda scarey Ever notice, seems to b more peekers here thn members somtimes??? __________________ -------------------------------------------- life is to short to wake up in the morning with regrets so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who dont, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance take it... if it changes your life let it.

09-21-2012, 08:28 AM	#3137
LipstickLola Member How Do You Identify?: Happy Preferred Pronoun?: she Join Date: Sep 2010 Location: planet Earth Posts: 682 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,679 Thanked 1,597 Times in 433 Posts Rep Power: 5678218	TGIF!! and I can drive Hope everyone has a great weekend! Especially those in LR yaaaay!! Lola