What is on your mind - Page 324

Bard · 08-19-2011, 04:16 PM

Surgery is now scheduled for the 25th of August and I am one nervous Cowboi did not think it would be so soon

Sassy · 08-19-2011, 05:47 PM

Tomorrow is a dinner party at a friend's home. The theme is 7 deadly sins. I'm taking a fluffy fruit salad to represent sloth. It's pink. It's easy. And most of the ingredients were in my pantry already. But mainly, it's my Ex-spouse's mother's recipe -- one she served at family holidays and Sunday dinners because she knew it was my favorite. My Ex will be at the dinner party. The fluffy fruit salad is a statement. ... One that will go unnoticed. Just as I went unnoticed for years in that relationship. ... *arrrgghhh!* ... ... OK, I guess I'm still mad about a few things ... F#ck. ... Now, where did I put that Thich Nhat Hanh book ...

J. Mason · 08-19-2011, 06:11 PM

weekend plans with family, phone and text conversations with her, the fact she makes me laugh like no other.

Massive · 08-19-2011, 07:42 PM

What a difference a day makes. I never believed that saying until just now.
Serious conversations, being open and honest, and being friends that can flirt ...
The world is out there waiting, so watch out, I'm taking it on!

Holly.88 · 08-20-2011, 09:31 AM

Feeling like I'm either missing something, or going crazy.

Semantics · 08-20-2011, 10:02 AM

I'm wondering if the fact that my grocery store stopped carrying my favorite ice cubes is worthy of writing them a letter.

One would think that ice tastes the same no matter what size and shape it is.

Leigh · 08-20-2011, 10:09 AM

I can't stop thinking about how bad I screwed up last night ~ self doubt can cause alot of shit to happen and worry to come from places that it never should ....... hopefully I can learn from this and not make the same dumb mistakes next time!!!!

ruffryder · 08-20-2011, 02:04 PM

Today would have been my mom's birthday.. as I miss her dearly. She was my best friend. She accepted me for who I am and loved me unconditionally as well as my girlfriend. I was so blessed to have her in my life. She taught me so much. She will always be in my thoughts and heart.

My daughter, my other best friend, is also on my mind. I hope she is well and safe and happy. I hope she knows I miss her terribly and love her so much. I hope to see her within the next few months.

People near and dear to me and hoping they know how much they mean to me and that I'm blessed to have them in my life.

Friends and BFP members who are going through some concerns and troubles, keep breathing. Step back, relax, and breathe. It does get better.

Inked_Trinity · 08-20-2011, 10:10 PM

Went to dinner with my ex tonight. After dinner she was kind enough to help me with my friggin elbow. She did 6 trigger point injections in it for me. They hurt like hell.....but wow, my elbow feels so much better. Should be able to hit the gym tomorrow!

ArkansasPiscesGrrl · 08-20-2011, 10:23 PM

I moved to AR in March to be back closer to my kids. Now my son is moving to CO on Monday. He's moving for work opportunity, but I am sad to see him go. Just feeling kinda down tonite.

Leigh · 08-20-2011, 10:28 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ArkansasPiscesGrrl

I moved to AR in March to be back closer to my kids. Now my son is moving to CO on Monday. He's moving for work opportunity, but I am sad to see him go. Just feeling kinda down tonite.

(((((((((Pisces)))))))))) I can only imagine how hard it is for you to see him go, if you need a friend I'm here

ArkansasPiscesGrrl · 08-20-2011, 10:50 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Matthew

(((((((((Pisces)))))))))) I can only imagine how hard it is for you to see him go, if you need a friend I'm here

Thank you, Matthew, that really means a lot to me. {{{{Matthew}}}}}

Massive · 08-20-2011, 10:57 PM

Life can be so complicated sometimes, it has its up and downs and can throw curve balls that you not only miss but can smack you right in the face and knock you flat on your arse, but, I truly believe everthing happens for a reason, we may not like where it takes us or what happens along the way, but it's ultimate goal is always a lesson we need to learn in this lifetime.
So, I'm trying not to sweat the small stuff, keeping my chin up, loving who I love, whether other people get it or like it or not, because this is my life, I want happiness for me and mine and anyone trying to stop that will find out just what kind of person I am when you push me too far.
I know I am blessed by the Goddess, I know that no matter what I will be content with what I get given, so in return I choose to pass this on to my friends, family, both bio and chosen, and to those who have my heart, passing it on is the only way I know of of truly thanking the Goddess for what I have had, have now and will have in the future...

DoReMiFemme · 08-20-2011, 11:22 PM

The fact that I always forget that when life gets shitty, my family and friends always make things better.

One of these days I'll get this homeostasis thing figured out.

Leigh · 08-21-2011, 01:07 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ArkansasPiscesGrrl

Thank you, Matthew, that really means a lot to me. {{{{Matthew}}}}}

My pleasure, and if you ever do need someone to talk to I'm only a pm away

Quote:

Originally Posted by Massive

Life can be so complicated sometimes, it has its up and downs and can throw curve balls that you not only miss but can smack you right in the face and knock you flat on your arse, but, I truly believe everthing happens for a reason, we may not like where it takes us or what happens along the way, but it's ultimate goal is always a lesson we need to learn in this lifetime.
So, I'm trying not to sweat the small stuff, keeping my chin up, loving who I love, whether other people get it or like it or not, because this is my life, I want happiness for me and mine and anyone trying to stop that will find out just what kind of person I am when you push me too far.
I know I am blessed by the Goddess, I know that no matter what I will be content with what I get given, so in return I choose to pass this on to my friends, family, both bio and chosen, and to those who have my heart, passing it on is the only way I know of of truly thanking the Goddess for what I have had, have now and will have in the future...

I needed to hear this tonight, thanks for posting it bro :-)

VintageFemme · 08-21-2011, 12:43 PM

.....but I don't want to go to the grocery store!!!

Leigh · 08-21-2011, 12:57 PM

Trouble, getting into lots of evil and naughty trouble

The_Lady_Snow · 08-21-2011, 02:40 PM

The Pack, first day of school, a friend, Nike...

Leigh · 08-21-2011, 03:57 PM

This song, which is tied to My post just above

Massive · 08-23-2011, 02:47 PM

I'm scared/excited and all those other descriptive words, about going back to college again, but I'm looking forward to teaching others about the whole butch-femme dynamic and leather lifestyle but also learning more about the hetero world.
Psychology has always been something that's fascinated me, now I've started on the path that I've always meant to be on ...
It's going to be one hell of a ride

08-19-2011, 04:16 PM	#6461
Bard Family Man How Do You Identify?: TG Male Preferred Pronoun?: Masculine ones Relationship Status: She just gets me Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: ..... Posts: 2,828 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,997 Thanked 12,786 Times in 2,431 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Surgery is now scheduled for the 25th of August and I am one nervous Cowboi did not think it would be so soon __________________ This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill Fifteen percent concentrated power of will Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain And a hundred percent reason to remember the name! Give yourself over to absolute pleasure. Swim the warm waters of sins of the flesh - erotic nightmares beyond any measure, and sensual daydreams to treasure forever. Can't you just see it? Don't dream it, be it.

08-19-2011, 07:42 PM	#6464
Massive Member How Do You Identify?: Trans man Preferred Pronoun?: He, Him Relationship Status: not looking Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Northern England Posts: 945 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,669 Thanked 2,383 Times in 765 Posts Rep Power: 17762095	What a difference a day makes. I never believed that saying until just now. Serious conversations, being open and honest, and being friends that can flirt ... The world is out there waiting, so watch out, I'm taking it on! __________________ You may not be able to choose your bio-family, but you can choose your Family

08-20-2011, 09:31 AM	#6465
Holly.88 Member How Do You Identify?: Male and Unc to my God Son Preferred Pronoun?: Him, he, and 'hey, handsome' :P Relationship Status: She said "Yes!" Join Date: Jul 2011 Location: NOLA Posts: 285 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 230 Thanked 654 Times in 224 Posts Rep Power: 3156407	Feeling like I'm either missing something, or going crazy. __________________ http://i52.tinypic.com/15mbugw.jpg

08-20-2011, 10:09 AM	#6467
Leigh Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her, etc Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Canada Posts: 7,767 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,029 Thanked 13,024 Times in 4,784 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	I can't stop thinking about how bad I screwed up last night ~ self doubt can cause alot of shit to happen and worry to come from places that it never should ....... hopefully I can learn from this and not make the same dumb mistakes next time!!!! __________________ "When you fall off the wagon ... clutch the sides of it until you get a better grip!"

08-20-2011, 10:10 PM	#6469
Inked_Trinity Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: BadAss! / Sarcastic Bastard! Join Date: Jun 2011 Location: Earth Posts: 2,352 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,507 Thanked 6,926 Times in 1,818 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Went to dinner with my ex tonight. After dinner she was kind enough to help me with my friggin elbow. She did 6 trigger point injections in it for me. They hurt like hell.....but wow, my elbow feels so much better. Should be able to hit the gym tomorrow! __________________ Tell me I can't do it.. then stand back and watch me amaze you.

08-19-2011, 05:47 PM	#6462
Sassy Member How Do You Identify?: Female Relationship Status: Together Join Date: Jul 2011 Location: In the sunshine Posts: 598 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 815 Thanked 1,929 Times in 460 Posts Rep Power: 19641163	Tomorrow is a dinner party at a friend's home. The theme is 7 deadly sins. I'm taking a fluffy fruit salad to represent sloth. It's pink. It's easy. And most of the ingredients were in my pantry already. But mainly, it's my Ex-spouse's mother's recipe -- one she served at family holidays and Sunday dinners because she knew it was my favorite. My Ex will be at the dinner party. The fluffy fruit salad is a statement. ... One that will go unnoticed. Just as I went unnoticed for years in that relationship. ... arrrgghhh! ... ... OK, I guess I'm still mad about a few things ... F#ck. ... Now, where did I put that Thich Nhat Hanh book ...

08-19-2011, 06:11 PM	#6463
J. Mason Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Banned 11/9/2011 - Previously banned member back under new name Preferred Pronoun?: He and His Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Aug 2011 Location: Texas/Oklahoma Posts: 861 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 250 Thanked 741 Times in 361 Posts Rep Power: 0	weekend plans with family, phone and text conversations with her, the fact she makes me laugh like no other.

08-20-2011, 10:02 AM	#6466
Semantics Senior Member How Do You Identify?: malapropist Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: New England Posts: 2,169 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,367 Thanked 3,968 Times in 1,201 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	I'm wondering if the fact that my grocery store stopped carrying my favorite ice cubes is worthy of writing them a letter. One would think that ice tastes the same no matter what size and shape it is.

08-20-2011, 02:04 PM	#6468
ruffryder Senior Member How Do You Identify?: FTM Preferred Pronoun?: guy ones Relationship Status: ... Join Date: May 2011 Location: chillin' in FL Posts: 3,690 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 21,951 Thanked 9,679 Times in 2,875 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Today would have been my mom's birthday.. as I miss her dearly. She was my best friend. She accepted me for who I am and loved me unconditionally as well as my girlfriend. I was so blessed to have her in my life. She taught me so much. She will always be in my thoughts and heart. My daughter, my other best friend, is also on my mind. I hope she is well and safe and happy. I hope she knows I miss her terribly and love her so much. I hope to see her within the next few months. People near and dear to me and hoping they know how much they mean to me and that I'm blessed to have them in my life. Friends and BFP members who are going through some concerns and troubles, keep breathing. Step back, relax, and breathe. It does get better.

08-20-2011, 10:23 PM	#6470
ArkansasPiscesGrrl Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: she, her Relationship Status: feeling pretty darned blissful right now! Join Date: Aug 2011 Location: central AR Posts: 856 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,594 Thanked 3,079 Times in 741 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	I moved to AR in March to be back closer to my kids. Now my son is moving to CO on Monday. He's moving for work opportunity, but I am sad to see him go. Just feeling kinda down tonite.

08-20-2011, 10:57 PM	#6473
Massive Member How Do You Identify?: Trans man Preferred Pronoun?: He, Him Relationship Status: not looking Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Northern England Posts: 945 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,669 Thanked 2,383 Times in 765 Posts Rep Power: 17762095	Life can be so complicated sometimes, it has its up and downs and can throw curve balls that you not only miss but can smack you right in the face and knock you flat on your arse, but, I truly believe everthing happens for a reason, we may not like where it takes us or what happens along the way, but it's ultimate goal is always a lesson we need to learn in this lifetime. So, I'm trying not to sweat the small stuff, keeping my chin up, loving who I love, whether other people get it or like it or not, because this is my life, I want happiness for me and mine and anyone trying to stop that will find out just what kind of person I am when you push me too far. I know I am blessed by the Goddess, I know that no matter what I will be content with what I get given, so in return I choose to pass this on to my friends, family, both bio and chosen, and to those who have my heart, passing it on is the only way I know of of truly thanking the Goddess for what I have had, have now and will have in the future... __________________ You may not be able to choose your bio-family, but you can choose your Family

08-20-2011, 11:22 PM	#6474
DoReMiFemme Member How Do You Identify?: Femme. Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her, Hey Lady! Join Date: May 2011 Location: The Desert, CA Posts: 206 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 486 Thanked 531 Times in 159 Posts Rep Power: 14218584	Plate spinning. The fact that I always forget that when life gets shitty, my family and friends always make things better. One of these days I'll get this homeostasis thing figured out.

08-21-2011, 12:43 PM	#6476
VintageFemme Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Jul 2011 Location: Outside Posts: 2,299 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,828 Thanked 7,620 Times in 1,655 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	.....but I don't want to go to the grocery store!!! __________________ Unfinished Business & Open to Serendipity

08-21-2011, 12:57 PM	#6477
Leigh Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her, etc Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Canada Posts: 7,767 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,029 Thanked 13,024 Times in 4,784 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	Trouble, getting into lots of evil and naughty trouble __________________ "When you fall off the wagon ... clutch the sides of it until you get a better grip!"

08-21-2011, 02:40 PM	#6478
The_Lady_Snow MILLION $$$ PUSSY How Do You Identify?: Kinky, Raw, Perverted, Uber Queer Alpha Femme Preferred Pronoun?: Iconic Ms. Relationship Status: Keeper of 3, only one has the map to my freckles Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: La Reina del Sur Posts: 22,488 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 32,231 Thanked 80,081 Times in 15,669 Posts Rep Power: 21474874	The Pack, first day of school, a friend, Nike... __________________ "If you’re going to play these dirty games of ours, then you might as well indulge completely. It’s all about turning back into an animal and that’s the beauty of it. Place your guilt on the sidewalk and take a blow torch to it (guilt is usually worthless anyway). Be perverted, be filthy, do things that mannered people shouldn’t do. If you’re going to be gross then go for it and don’t wimp out."---Master Aiden

08-21-2011, 03:57 PM	#6479
Leigh Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her, etc Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Canada Posts: 7,767 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,029 Thanked 13,024 Times in 4,784 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	This song, which is tied to My post just above __________________ "When you fall off the wagon ... clutch the sides of it until you get a better grip!"

08-23-2011, 02:47 PM	#6480
Massive Member How Do You Identify?: Trans man Preferred Pronoun?: He, Him Relationship Status: not looking Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Northern England Posts: 945 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,669 Thanked 2,383 Times in 765 Posts Rep Power: 17762095	I'm scared/excited and all those other descriptive words, about going back to college again, but I'm looking forward to teaching others about the whole butch-femme dynamic and leather lifestyle but also learning more about the hetero world. Psychology has always been something that's fascinated me, now I've started on the path that I've always meant to be on ... It's going to be one hell of a ride __________________ You may not be able to choose your bio-family, but you can choose your Family