What is on your mind - Page 426

Little Fish · 07-21-2012, 11:59 AM

Kitty,
Baby, honey, sweetie.....(anything sweet)

What exactly WAS that? It looked like a Whale Shark? The spots and style of jaw structure made me think so but I have no idea what that thing is on the right...

*scratches my head*

L'il hep pls?

KayCee · 07-21-2012, 12:13 PM

sorry but I have no clue what you're talking about. Perhaps it's a bad link?

Little Fish · 07-21-2012, 01:15 PM

bwa hahahahaha---
I feel like I just saw a UFO but you were looking the other way!!
*smh* carry on!
:-)

Deborah · 07-21-2012, 03:45 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Hollylane

I'm thinking about how she likes to call me her "desert girl"...I would never have thought that I would like that, because I tend to identify with the PNW a lot...but I do, and I think it is because she instinctively knows, that where I grew up is still with me, no matter where I am living.

Maybe you misunderstood and she is really saying 'dessert girl' because she thinks you're so sweet and should be enjoyed after dinner.....

ruffryder · 07-21-2012, 08:02 PM

It is a bit warm and I'm getting tired!

Thinking it is about timeee for bed. Zzzzz..

LoyalWolfsBlade · 07-22-2012, 12:30 AM

The past. The present. The future. How it all seems to be intertwined no matter how many times I attempt to unravel them and take them one at a time. So that I may learn from what lessons I have experienced, enjoy the reality of my present situation, and not worry so much about my future. Did I choose the right school? Am I still motivated enough for the faster pace? Should I take some time off and address all the things that have happened this year. Oh and of course she is on my mind.

jac · 07-22-2012, 05:05 AM

What is on my mind...

The beach and wanting to make sand castles with the girls today
Laughter and silliness with my sweetheart and the genral sprout
My brother and the many memories we shared
The shelter and how we (the staff) can make it a brighter more lively and interactive environment for those misplaced souls that come seeking a safe haven
My bed and the little time we will have together today...lol
My walk into work and what a gorgeous day it is outside

Kenna · 07-22-2012, 05:08 AM

Thinking that I've lost something or been "robbed " of something that I should have never felt/had in the first place. It's hard to put the pieces together when there's pieces missing because they've been taken from you.

I miss my son and am torn up about the place he is in his life. Will he survive, I have no idea. I can only stand by and wait for news.

rustedrims · 07-22-2012, 08:00 AM

things-THINGS-[B]THINGS [B] are on my mind that i dont want there!

sylvie · 07-22-2012, 07:44 PM

L.O.V.E <3

i am feeling so loved. Nothing fizzles, nothing feels difficult or forced.
There is never a moment in my day where i wonder if i am loved, thought of or cherished.. Our days get so busy, and We understand that - and *still* remain present for one another each and every day.

The laughter, the making time for one another, the appreciation and acceptance of Our friends and loved ones, and simply the way We fit... Being real <3

Being His, & travelling to be with Him soon once again... SO excited.
To be in His arms where i belong... Being able to see Him from across the room.
Making plans, moving Our lives forward.. & just pure happiness..

< --- smiling girl.

DMW · 07-22-2012, 07:58 PM

Smiling for sylvie and that i have to do laundry Now.
And a 2x4? what was i...thinking? No, i wasn't.

Point~Of~No~Return · 07-22-2012, 08:20 PM

n e thing is possible

organizing lists

check lists

finished lists

pre pro lists

paper work

financials

we're on our way! YEEHAW!

Kenna · 07-22-2012, 08:28 PM

Thinking...
how good someone made me feel today... and how good they made me feel about myself...
I remain VERY VERY guarded... but it was nice to feel this way instead of defective and like I can't do anything right... I'm tired of getting the blame and I'm tired of feeling ugly.
Today was a big change...

girl_dee · 07-22-2012, 08:55 PM

that this health crap needs to be over with because i sure could use some time on the opposite end of Syr's flogger!

Leigh · 07-22-2012, 10:14 PM

Too much is on my mind, i think i'm going to explode

Point~Of~No~Return · 07-23-2012, 11:16 AM

SILENCE ='S DEATH

speak up!

Nomad · 07-23-2012, 01:44 PM

on my mind is a conversation that moved me to tears, in a good way and a frustrating way, and the memories, good and not so good, that still mean everything to me. also on my mind is the same wish for the whole human race that things didnt have to be so confusing when it comes to the "heart" and that people understood all the things they needed to before anyone got hurt.

GreeneyedMe · 07-23-2012, 06:03 PM

I am a little agitated tonight...there is someone- not on the planet- who I briefly dated this past winter. She is a cling on and doesn't understand why we can't be together even though I have been nice and gentle and honest in my explanations. Sigh...

Now that I am finally happy and dating again, she seems to feel the need to constantly comment on all of my FB posts. I don't have the heart to be mean and delete her, but I need her to chill out. It's really beginning to drive me a bit nuts.

So what is really on my mind is figuring out how to do this nicely but firmly so I don't hurt her anymore than I already have...and get the message across once and for all...double sigh...

Canela · 07-24-2012, 02:52 PM

What is on my mind?

1) Mybiomotherthecougarwhosebfisinthehospitalandmaybe dyingandwhohasdonesomuchdamagetomebothofthemandshe wantsmetoprayforhimandbecauseofmylifestyleamongoth erthingsshouldnotjudgehimrightnow. Whew! What gives her the right to throw me into the mix because he is a horrible person and to manipulate me into doing what she wants tries to remind me of my "shortcomings" and my past. I'm not judging him...I'm mad at her. And I did pray for him no matter what a horrid person I think he is.

2)
WhydoihavetoalwaysbethebiggerpersonjustbecauseIbel ieveinGodIhavefeelingstooandIdontappreciatebeingdr awnintothemiddleofthingsthatdontbelong/haveanythingtodowithme...read situations/relationships/friendships, etc...I'm not your patsy/scapegoat/badguy/sucker/victim/target. Get your shit together, tie up your loose ends and then come find me. Very Important Disclaimer: I may or may not be here when you get back.

3)
Fuck. Yes, I said FUCK.

4)
Oh.

5)
They just started playing my favorite calm me down pep me up music right now and I am finally smiling a little. Carlos Santana, Oye como va....now I wanna dance...anyone wanna step into my crazy right now and dance with me? lol....

Kätzchen · 07-25-2012, 04:00 PM

my life...

taking time out for me;
thinking through all the steps I
will take; so life in the present will
feel harmonious, full of a rich range of melodies....

07-21-2012, 11:59 AM	#8501
Little Fish Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: female ones, will also respond to babe, boi and Romeo Relationship Status: Happy :-) Join Date: May 2012 Location: apearldiver@gmail.com Posts: 349 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,655 Thanked 1,886 Times in 321 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	What exactly WAS that? Kitty, Baby, honey, sweetie.....(anything sweet) What exactly WAS that? It looked like a Whale Shark? The spots and style of jaw structure made me think so but I have no idea what that thing is on the right... scratches my head L'il hep pls?

07-21-2012, 12:13 PM	#8502
KayCee Member How Do You Identify?: Multifaceted Queer Femme Preferred Pronoun?: It's a secret Relationship Status: And from my lips hye drew the hallelujah Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Somewhere over the rainbow clicking my heels Posts: 732 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,646 Thanked 1,723 Times in 521 Posts Rep Power: 8635875	sorry but I have no clue what you're talking about. Perhaps it's a bad link? __________________ "Being Femme means my feminism and my femininity walk hand in hand "

07-21-2012, 01:15 PM	#8503
Little Fish Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: female ones, will also respond to babe, boi and Romeo Relationship Status: Happy :-) Join Date: May 2012 Location: apearldiver@gmail.com Posts: 349 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,655 Thanked 1,886 Times in 321 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	Yeah, guess so.... bwa hahahahaha--- I feel like I just saw a UFO but you were looking the other way!! smh carry on! :-)

07-22-2012, 12:30 AM	#8506
LoyalWolfsBlade Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pre-Op FtM, Preferred Pronoun?: Masculine ones plz Relationship Status: Single but haven't given up on finding the One Join Date: Apr 2012 Location: I gaze upon the same moon as you do Posts: 3,827 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 13,214 Thanked 9,646 Times in 3,123 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	The past. The present. The future. How it all seems to be intertwined no matter how many times I attempt to unravel them and take them one at a time. So that I may learn from what lessons I have experienced, enjoy the reality of my present situation, and not worry so much about my future. Did I choose the right school? Am I still motivated enough for the faster pace? Should I take some time off and address all the things that have happened this year. Oh and of course she is on my mind. __________________ Life should never be stagnant hence my quest for new knowledge will continue until my last breath. Wolf

07-22-2012, 08:00 AM	#8509
rustedrims Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Join Date: Mar 2011 Location: Northern Ohio close to Lake Erie and ice-cream places Posts: 444 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,123 Thanked 2,553 Times in 367 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	things-THINGS-[B]THINGS [B] are on my mind that i dont want there! __________________ I don't want to be perfect because if I was then I will loose the ability to learn.

07-21-2012, 08:02 PM	#8505
ruffryder Senior Member How Do You Identify?: FTM Preferred Pronoun?: guy ones Relationship Status: ... Join Date: May 2011 Location: chillin' in FL Posts: 3,690 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 21,951 Thanked 9,679 Times in 2,875 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	It is a bit warm and I'm getting tired! Thinking it is about timeee for bed. Zzzzz..

07-22-2012, 05:05 AM	#8507
jac Timed Out - Permanent How Do You Identify?: butch stone Preferred Pronoun?: masculine ones work best... Relationship Status: ♥ engaged to spritz ♥ Join Date: Oct 2011 Location: bangor, maine Posts: 3,344 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 20,720 Thanked 16,492 Times in 2,972 Posts Rep Power: 0	What is on my mind... The beach and wanting to make sand castles with the girls today Laughter and silliness with my sweetheart and the genral sprout My brother and the many memories we shared The shelter and how we (the staff) can make it a brighter more lively and interactive environment for those misplaced souls that come seeking a safe haven My bed and the little time we will have together today...lol My walk into work and what a gorgeous day it is outside

07-22-2012, 05:08 AM	#8508
Kenna Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NC & CO Posts: 4,806 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,624 Thanked 12,196 Times in 3,779 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	Thinking that I've lost something or been "robbed " of something that I should have never felt/had in the first place. It's hard to put the pieces together when there's pieces missing because they've been taken from you. I miss my son and am torn up about the place he is in his life. Will he survive, I have no idea. I can only stand by and wait for news.

07-22-2012, 07:44 PM	#8510
sylvie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Mr Mtn's babygirl Preferred Pronoun?: girly, she Relationship Status: fiercely protected ♥ Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Moving home in OR with Him VERY soooon !! Posts: 2,548 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,834 Thanked 7,501 Times in 1,850 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	L.O.V.E <3 i am feeling so loved. Nothing fizzles, nothing feels difficult or forced. There is never a moment in my day where i wonder if i am loved, thought of or cherished.. Our days get so busy, and We understand that - and still remain present for one another each and every day. The laughter, the making time for one another, the appreciation and acceptance of Our friends and loved ones, and simply the way We fit... Being real <3 Being His, & travelling to be with Him soon once again... SO excited. To be in His arms where i belong... Being able to see Him from across the room. Making plans, moving Our lives forward.. & just pure happiness.. < --- smiling girl. __________________ my Mantra: i am letting go of angers, continuing to find forgiveness, welcoming inner peace & deserving of it all. my facebook weight loss page: http://www.facebook.com/asyllyjourney

07-22-2012, 07:58 PM	#8511
DMW Member How Do You Identify?: FTM/Male (Will 14) Relationship Status: Caught An Angel and she doesn't lie! Join Date: May 2012 Location: @ Posts: 784 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,256 Thanked 1,858 Times in 614 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	Smiling for sylvie and that i have to do laundry Now. And a 2x4? what was i...thinking? No, i wasn't.

07-22-2012, 08:20 PM	#8512
Point~Of~No~Return Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Andro-SMILES Preferred Pronoun?: Andro~Hey You~Yeah I mean you!~ Relationship Status: i hold the keys to my heart and i am only willing to give it to one Join Date: Oct 2011 Location: California ~talking to the moon~ Posts: 145 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 567 Thanked 277 Times in 107 Posts Rep Power: 0	n e thing is possible organizing lists check lists finished lists pre pro lists paper work financials we're on our way! YEEHAW!

07-22-2012, 08:28 PM	#8513
Kenna Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NC & CO Posts: 4,806 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,624 Thanked 12,196 Times in 3,779 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	Thinking... how good someone made me feel today... and how good they made me feel about myself... I remain VERY VERY guarded... but it was nice to feel this way instead of defective and like I can't do anything right... I'm tired of getting the blame and I'm tired of feeling ugly. Today was a big change... __________________ **************************** She has been through hell, so believe me when I say, fear her when she looks into a fire and smiles. ~E.Corona~

07-22-2012, 08:55 PM	#8514
girl_dee Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: dee Relationship Status: Hitched up Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Livin’ the Dream Posts: 24,079 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 30,560 Thanked 54,833 Times in 13,908 Posts Rep Power: 21474873	that this health crap needs to be over with because i sure could use some time on the opposite end of Syr's flogger!

07-22-2012, 10:14 PM	#8515
Leigh Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her, etc Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Canada Posts: 7,767 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,029 Thanked 13,024 Times in 4,784 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	Too much is on my mind, i think i'm going to explode __________________ "When you fall off the wagon ... clutch the sides of it until you get a better grip!"

07-23-2012, 11:16 AM	#8516
Point~Of~No~Return Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Andro-SMILES Preferred Pronoun?: Andro~Hey You~Yeah I mean you!~ Relationship Status: i hold the keys to my heart and i am only willing to give it to one Join Date: Oct 2011 Location: California ~talking to the moon~ Posts: 145 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 567 Thanked 277 Times in 107 Posts Rep Power: 0	say what? SILENCE ='S DEATH speak up!

07-23-2012, 01:44 PM	#8517
Nomad Timed Out How Do You Identify?: stone femme Daddy's girl Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Relationship Status: disinterested Join Date: Jun 2012 Location: in my head Posts: 991 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,848 Thanked 3,745 Times in 734 Posts Rep Power: 0	on my mind is a conversation that moved me to tears, in a good way and a frustrating way, and the memories, good and not so good, that still mean everything to me. also on my mind is the same wish for the whole human race that things didnt have to be so confusing when it comes to the "heart" and that people understood all the things they needed to before anyone got hurt.

07-23-2012, 06:03 PM	#8518
GreeneyedMe Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: Sweet Femme ones Relationship Status: Peeking around the corner... Join Date: Oct 2011 Location: Rochester, NY Posts: 874 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,380 Thanked 4,375 Times in 804 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	Argh! I am a little agitated tonight...there is someone- not on the planet- who I briefly dated this past winter. She is a cling on and doesn't understand why we can't be together even though I have been nice and gentle and honest in my explanations. Sigh... Now that I am finally happy and dating again, she seems to feel the need to constantly comment on all of my FB posts. I don't have the heart to be mean and delete her, but I need her to chill out. It's really beginning to drive me a bit nuts. So what is really on my mind is figuring out how to do this nicely but firmly so I don't hurt her anymore than I already have...and get the message across once and for all...double sigh... __________________ "I do not exist to impress the world. I exist to live my life in a way that will make me happy." ~Richard Bach

07-24-2012, 02:52 PM	#8519
Canela Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Queer Stone Femme Preferred Pronoun?: Babe, she, her, ella Relationship Status: Well loved… Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Texas Posts: 2,375 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 10,643 Thanked 6,505 Times in 1,694 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Big deep breath...inhales...exhales.... What is on my mind? 1) Mybiomotherthecougarwhosebfisinthehospitalandmaybe dyingandwhohasdonesomuchdamagetomebothofthemandshe wantsmetoprayforhimandbecauseofmylifestyleamongoth erthingsshouldnotjudgehimrightnow. Whew! What gives her the right to throw me into the mix because he is a horrible person and to manipulate me into doing what she wants tries to remind me of my "shortcomings" and my past. I'm not judging him...I'm mad at her. And I did pray for him no matter what a horrid person I think he is. 2) WhydoihavetoalwaysbethebiggerpersonjustbecauseIbel ieveinGodIhavefeelingstooandIdontappreciatebeingdr awnintothemiddleofthingsthatdontbelong/haveanythingtodowithme...read situations/relationships/friendships, etc...I'm not your patsy/scapegoat/badguy/sucker/victim/target. Get your shit together, tie up your loose ends and then come find me. Very Important Disclaimer: I may or may not be here when you get back. 3) Fuck. Yes, I said FUCK. 4) Oh. 5) They just started playing my favorite calm me down pep me up music right now and I am finally smiling a little. Carlos Santana, Oye como va....now I wanna dance...anyone wanna step into my crazy right now and dance with me? lol.... __________________ . . . . . Happiness is like a butterfly which, when pursued, is always beyond our grasp, but, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you ~Nathaniel Hawthorne

07-25-2012, 04:00 PM	#8520
Kätzchen Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, please. Join Date: May 2010 Location: Somewhere over the rainbow ツ Posts: 16,060 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 30,111 Thanked 33,516 Times in 10,642 Posts Rep Power: 21474868	my life... taking time out for me; thinking through all the steps I will take; so life in the present will feel harmonious, full of a rich range of melodies....