What is on your mind - Page 472

~ocean · 12-04-2012, 04:07 PM

loving SB brings happy tears to my eyes ~

Bard · 12-04-2012, 04:33 PM

9 years ago today I was holding my daughter for the first time. Today I went to the EX's house to see my Goose and so I could give her birthday huggs and kisses I am so very proud of the young lady she is becoming. And yet she is still not to big to want to come and sit on my lap and just cuddle. Happy Birthday to my sweet wonderful smart amazing Goose your Mama and your Desd and the pack Phoebe Gracie and Jules love you so very much

Duchess · 12-04-2012, 06:33 PM

The dinner invitation I turned down. Could have saved me some kitchen time.

Electrocell · 12-04-2012, 06:37 PM

Going to take a Shower just hope they don't call me in the middle of it like they did that one time lol.

DamonK · 12-05-2012, 03:43 AM

1. I've been studying too long. I just spent an hour trying to total numbers that... I knew better than to forget that... And forget I did! *had a HUGE duh moment* Just because you think it should add up to equal the final number, don't mean it should add up to equal the final number.

2. I'm pondering on an idea. I'm not sure how I will put it together, but I'm starting to get close to a solution.

3. MBE and Bear have both promised I get to sleep soon. For more than 5 hours at a time.

4. I have a final that must be taken tomorrow.

5. I have one image in my head, like a snapshot.

6. Your presence is felt. A lot. A whole lot.

Breezy · 12-05-2012, 10:41 AM

Creating positive outcomes.

Changing the things I can change and letting go the rest.

Soft*Silver · 12-05-2012, 10:47 AM

I am weary. I had three days off but worked during them. Physical work. And not housework. Work work. Weary. Now I have to go to the shop to work. I need a day off...

Talon · 12-05-2012, 10:57 AM

A dear friend of mine, who is in some real pain right now...

DamonK · 12-05-2012, 11:41 AM

I have heard from the rational part of my brain.
I have heard from the irrational part of my brain.

Rational is mostly winning.

I got this. I can do it.

PinkieLee · 12-05-2012, 11:49 AM

I need a nap, a massage and a margarita... in that order please!

StoneOne · 12-05-2012, 12:00 PM

The move over the rockies with snow and it's been a long time coming ...... what awaits Me......

Miss Scarlett · 12-05-2012, 12:52 PM

All the wonderful things that make me smile more, hold my head up just a little bit higher and the deep appreciation I have of all the gifts the Universe has seen fit to bestow upon me...

starryeyes · 12-05-2012, 01:58 PM

Seeing an ugly side of me that is not pleasant. Learning from my mistakes. Growing as a person and not letting emotions overrule my sanity.

DamonK · 12-05-2012, 02:05 PM

It can be startling how quickly things can become clear. I had a dream last night and didn't understand it at first. Then it dawned on me what it was really about.

I was floored.

jac · 12-05-2012, 07:52 PM

What's on my mind...

Our future day-to-day living that will happen for us and how it all just feels so right.
I get lost in daydreams quite frequently these day

SFvince64 · 12-05-2012, 09:05 PM

(Trigger warning: abuse)
I'm a little apprehensive about going to Colorado for Christmas to see my family. My family hasn't seen me since I started my physical transition from F to M and I'm anxious about how they'll react. Although one of my brothers is very supportive, the rest of my family is struggling and hasn't spoken to me in over a year.

I have a particularly strained relationship with my parents, as there was a lot of abuse while I was growing up. Now that I have a goatee, sideburns and my physical transition is quite noticeable, I'm afraid that they will be physically abusive with me again. I only see my family once every couple of years, but my Mom still hits me from time to time. I would never hit my Mom and I've never called the police over it. I don't like it but I don't know what to do about it.

My stomach is all tied up in knots.

GPS · 12-05-2012, 09:16 PM

thinking about my upcoming surgery dec 14th. its coming up quick and i have so much to do before hand.

Ginger · 12-05-2012, 09:19 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by SFvince64

(Trigger warning: abuse)
I'm a little apprehensive about going to Colorado for Christmas to see my family. My family hasn't seen me since I started my physical transition from F to M and I'm anxious about how they'll react. Although one of my brothers is very supportive, the rest of my family is struggling and hasn't spoken to me in over a year.

I have a particularly strained relationship with my parents, as there was a lot of abuse while I was growing up. Now that I have a goatee, sideburns and my physical transition is quite noticeable, I'm afraid that they will be physically abusive with me again. I only see my family once every couple of years, but my Mom still hits me from time to time. I would never hit my Mom and I've never called the police over it. I don't like it but I don't know what to do about it.

My stomach is all tied up in knots.

Maybe you thought of this, but in case you haven't, I wanted to mention, it might be a good idea not to stay at their house, not to be dependent on them in that way.

If you have a friend to stay with, that might be a good idea. Or it might be smart to stay in a motel if you can afford it.

DamonK · 12-05-2012, 11:57 PM

My thoughts are burning... Consuming

rockstar lover · 12-06-2012, 12:11 AM

All the paperwork I still need to do...

The upcoming dance on saturday...

The weight loss bet that I'm currently losing (but only by 2 lbs)...

Just life & love in general....

12-04-2012, 04:33 PM	#9422
Bard Family Man How Do You Identify?: TG Male Preferred Pronoun?: Masculine ones Relationship Status: She just gets me Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: ..... Posts: 2,828 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,997 Thanked 12,786 Times in 2,431 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	9 years ago today I was holding my daughter for the first time. Today I went to the EX's house to see my Goose and so I could give her birthday huggs and kisses I am so very proud of the young lady she is becoming. And yet she is still not to big to want to come and sit on my lap and just cuddle. Happy Birthday to my sweet wonderful smart amazing Goose your Mama and your Desd and the pack Phoebe Gracie and Jules love you so very much __________________ This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill Fifteen percent concentrated power of will Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain And a hundred percent reason to remember the name! Give yourself over to absolute pleasure. Swim the warm waters of sins of the flesh - erotic nightmares beyond any measure, and sensual daydreams to treasure forever. Can't you just see it? Don't dream it, be it.

12-04-2012, 06:33 PM	#9423
Duchess Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Absolute Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: Toe curling :-) Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Atlanta Posts: 2,382 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,792 Thanked 5,592 Times in 1,521 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	*The dinner invitation I turned down. Could have saved me some kitchen time.* __________________ *無料のライブ*

12-04-2012, 06:37 PM	#9424
Electrocell Member How Do You Identify?: Stonebutch Preferred Pronoun?: he/hy Join Date: Jun 2011 Location: TN Posts: 1,334 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 7,535 Thanked 2,768 Times in 981 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	Going to take a Shower just hope they don't call me in the middle of it like they did that one time lol. __________________ Love and accept me for me not someone you want me to be.

12-05-2012, 10:47 AM	#9427
SoftSilver Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: Married Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: rose cottage Posts: 5,592 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,948 Thanked 15,907 Times in 4,062 Posts Rep Power*: 21474857	I am weary. I had three days off but worked during them. Physical work. And not housework. Work work. Weary. Now I have to go to the shop to work. I need a day off... __________________ Pole bachit, a lis chuye. The field sees, the forest hears

12-05-2012, 01:58 PM	#9433
starryeyes Senior Member How Do You Identify?: a round peg in a square hole Preferred Pronoun?: Guess... Relationship Status: Seat taken Join Date: May 2011 Location: Rocky Mountain High Posts: 2,491 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,199 Thanked 10,051 Times in 2,076 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Seeing an ugly side of me that is not pleasant. Learning from my mistakes. Growing as a person and not letting emotions overrule my sanity. __________________ "It's ok to make mistakes. It's ok to fall down. Get up! Look sickening....and make them eat it!" - Latrice Royale Starry

12-04-2012, 04:07 PM	#9421
~ocean Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: femme blows a kiss off my finger tips * Preferred Pronoun?: ~ hey girl ~ Relationship Status: ~ single & content ~ Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Massachusetts ~coastal Posts: 7,905 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 22,958 Thanked 16,039 Times in 4,727 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	loving SB brings happy tears to my eyes ~

12-05-2012, 03:43 AM	#9425
DamonK Senior Member How Do You Identify?: . Preferred Pronoun?: . Relationship Status: . Join Date: May 2010 Location: . Posts: 2,199 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,527 Thanked 7,762 Times in 1,881 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	1. I've been studying too long. I just spent an hour trying to total numbers that... I knew better than to forget that... And forget I did! had a HUGE duh moment Just because you think it should add up to equal the final number, don't mean it should add up to equal the final number. 2. I'm pondering on an idea. I'm not sure how I will put it together, but I'm starting to get close to a solution. 3. MBE and Bear have both promised I get to sleep soon. For more than 5 hours at a time. 4. I have a final that must be taken tomorrow. 5. I have one image in my head, like a snapshot. 6. Your presence is felt. A lot. A whole lot.

12-05-2012, 10:41 AM	#9426
Breezy Member How Do You Identify?: . Join Date: Apr 2012 Location: . Posts: 1,372 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 7,337 Thanked 4,555 Times in 1,199 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	Creating positive outcomes. Changing the things I can change and letting go the rest.

12-05-2012, 10:57 AM	#9428
Talon Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Divine Feminine Preferred Pronoun?: . Join Date: Oct 2011 Location: . Posts: 4,921 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 16,246 Thanked 10,223 Times in 3,305 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	A dear friend of mine, who is in some real pain right now...

12-05-2012, 11:41 AM	#9429
DamonK Senior Member How Do You Identify?: . Preferred Pronoun?: . Relationship Status: . Join Date: May 2010 Location: . Posts: 2,199 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,527 Thanked 7,762 Times in 1,881 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	I have heard from the rational part of my brain. I have heard from the irrational part of my brain. Rational is mostly winning. I got this. I can do it.

12-05-2012, 11:49 AM	#9430
PinkieLee Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Relationship Status: I need ya boo, gotta see ya boo Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Big Money Texas Posts: 4,708 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 24,309 Thanked 13,075 Times in 3,049 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	I need a nap, a massage and a margarita... in that order please!

12-05-2012, 12:00 PM	#9431
StoneOne Timed Out How Do You Identify?: StoneOne Preferred Pronoun?: SyrDamon Join Date: Aug 2011 Location: Washington State Posts: 462 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,965 Thanked 1,441 Times in 382 Posts Rep Power: 0	The move over the rockies with snow and it's been a long time coming ...... what awaits Me......

12-05-2012, 12:52 PM	#9432
Miss Scarlett Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Relationship Status: . Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: . Posts: 5,530 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,478 Thanked 12,947 Times in 3,419 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	All the wonderful things that make me smile more, hold my head up just a little bit higher and the deep appreciation I have of all the gifts the Universe has seen fit to bestow upon me...

12-05-2012, 02:05 PM	#9434
DamonK Senior Member How Do You Identify?: . Preferred Pronoun?: . Relationship Status: . Join Date: May 2010 Location: . Posts: 2,199 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,527 Thanked 7,762 Times in 1,881 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	It can be startling how quickly things can become clear. I had a dream last night and didn't understand it at first. Then it dawned on me what it was really about. I was floored.

12-05-2012, 07:52 PM	#9435
jac Timed Out - Permanent How Do You Identify?: butch stone Preferred Pronoun?: masculine ones work best... Relationship Status: ♥ engaged to spritz ♥ Join Date: Oct 2011 Location: bangor, maine Posts: 3,344 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 20,720 Thanked 16,492 Times in 2,972 Posts Rep Power: 0	What's on my mind... Our future day-to-day living that will happen for us and how it all just feels so right. I get lost in daydreams quite frequently these day

12-05-2012, 09:05 PM	#9436
SFvince64 Junior Member How Do You Identify?: FtM/Male/Gender Queer Preferred Pronoun?: Male pronouns, He, Him, etc. Relationship Status: single Join Date: Oct 2012 Location: San Francisco Posts: 35 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 33 Thanked 102 Times in 26 Posts Rep Power: 2718419	What's on my mind (Trigger warning: abuse) I'm a little apprehensive about going to Colorado for Christmas to see my family. My family hasn't seen me since I started my physical transition from F to M and I'm anxious about how they'll react. Although one of my brothers is very supportive, the rest of my family is struggling and hasn't spoken to me in over a year. I have a particularly strained relationship with my parents, as there was a lot of abuse while I was growing up. Now that I have a goatee, sideburns and my physical transition is quite noticeable, I'm afraid that they will be physically abusive with me again. I only see my family once every couple of years, but my Mom still hits me from time to time. I would never hit my Mom and I've never called the police over it. I don't like it but I don't know what to do about it. My stomach is all tied up in knots.

12-05-2012, 09:16 PM	#9437
GPS Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Daddy to my 5 year old.. Preferred Pronoun?: Banned 12/27/2012 - Former member came back under a new name Relationship Status: Enjoying Life Join Date: Sep 2011 Location: the south, is where i like it Posts: 505 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,820 Thanked 1,171 Times in 351 Posts Rep Power: 0	thinking about my upcoming surgery dec 14th. its coming up quick and i have so much to do before hand.

12-05-2012, 11:57 PM	#9439
DamonK Senior Member How Do You Identify?: . Preferred Pronoun?: . Relationship Status: . Join Date: May 2010 Location: . Posts: 2,199 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,527 Thanked 7,762 Times in 1,881 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	My thoughts are burning... Consuming

12-06-2012, 12:11 AM	#9440
rockstar lover Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Relationship Status: Found my forever girl :-) Join Date: Jun 2012 Location: Alberta Posts: 103 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 564 Thanked 594 Times in 96 Posts Rep Power: 5496794	All the paperwork I still need to do... The upcoming dance on saturday... The weight loss bet that I'm currently losing (but only by 2 lbs)... Just life & love in general....