Confessions Are Good For The Soul - Page 7

bigbutchmistie · 11-28-2010, 12:45 PM

I confess :

I cheated on cutting back my calorie intake this weekend.

I should probably start back to walking soon

I love French Vanilla Oil from Bath N Body Works for my oil burner

Glenn · 11-28-2010, 12:46 PM

I confess... That I had a few wild and adventurous dreams with a femme here, just by looking at her pic.

Tommi · 11-28-2010, 01:49 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by softness

I confess I feel much better now that I have had this skunk of a mood.

I also came to realize exactly why I have had this snit.

Those of you who know how important synthroid is in your body, will be horrified to know I havent had it since Novemeber 3rd. !!!

I filled all my scripts on that day. They didnt have the Drs ok yet for that one and said they would call her for it. Well, I just forgot. When you take 14 bottles of pills a day, its easy to forget the one. Especially during a holiday month.

While I was sobbing today over accidentally dropping a brand new roll of toilet paper in the toilet bowl (an expensive accident for someone who cant buy it with food stamps) it somehow lit the light bulb over my head that I havent had my synthroid. I traced it back to Novemebr 3rd! I called my pharmacy and got it filled, ran down and picked it up and took my first dose right in the car.

It also explains why I have had tingles in my heels, my fingers, my lips and my tongue, weight gain and these worsening mood swings. Not to mention my insomnia that has gotten much much worse as the days and nights have steadily all become days!

I confess I do this way too frequently with synthroid. I dont take it as seriously as my other drugs because it only cost $10 without insurance, and its to treat something in my neck. Come on. Salt can make it better for goodness sake. Really? I have to take a stupid pills too? But boy oh boy if I dont have that "stupid pill" I am almost institutionalizational (is that a word?)

I am much better now that I know where this is all coming from. I try to be joy based. Yes, yes, it all sucks but my life really is wonderful regardless. Yes yes, I dont have much but Iwill and I just need patience. Its all going to come back to me again. I have been injured. I am not being punished..lol.

I confess I am glad I was able to verbalize my boils and warts here. I couldnt in my real life. Cyberly I was able to let it out. Oh, I did in real too but I couldnt explain it like I did here. I just gnashed my teeth and scared everyone in real. I got cyber hugs and prayers here! I confess I love you all and am so glad I have a safe place to be me..the real me. Funny I can be the real me in cyber but not in my real world...

I confess I am glad the day is over and medicine in in my possession once again...

I confess, I started taking synthroid several monts, or was it longer, ago

. I can relate.

Miss Scarlett · 11-28-2010, 01:57 PM

I confess to jumping out of bed last night and screaming when a Daddy-longlegs walked across my face. I think it fell into my pillowcase when I carried my stuff in from the car because I brushed my pillow along the railing on the stairs (they gather there like some sort of Daddy-longlegs singles bar).

I also confess to assisting the unfortunate creature in its ascension to another plane. Of this I am not proud as I am a firm believer in catch and release back into the wild.

Sachita · 11-28-2010, 02:08 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Miss Scarlett

I confess to jumping out of bed last night and screaming when a Daddy-longlegs walked across my face. I think it fell into my pillowcase when I carried my stuff in from the car because I brushed my pillow along the railing on the stairs (they gather there like some sort of Daddy-longlegs singles bar).

I also confess to assisting the unfortunate creature in its ascension to another plane. Of this I am not proud as I am a firm believer in catch and release back into the wild.

ok I confess too- I kill bugs and spiders. If they have a web out of the way and stay in the web catching flies I'm on with that but the moment they walk on the floor or cruising the house they are history.

Blade · 11-28-2010, 02:09 PM

OMG!!!!!

I confess to LMAO a Miss Scarlett

Quote:

Originally Posted by Miss Scarlett

I confess to jumping out of bed last night and screaming when a Daddy-longlegs walked across my face. I think it fell into my pillowcase when I carried my stuff in from the car because I brushed my pillow along the railing on the stairs (they gather there like some sort of Daddy-longlegs singles bar).

I also confess to assisting the unfortunate creature in its ascension to another plane. Of this I am not proud as I am a firm believer in catch and release back into the wild.

~Bo · 11-28-2010, 04:29 PM

I confess that I REALLY do not wanna go back to work tomorrow.

JustLovelyJenn · 11-28-2010, 04:49 PM

I confess....

.... I cant WAIT to get back to work tomorrow.

Passionaria · 11-28-2010, 05:02 PM

I confess: That I went to a friends for T-day, but I got a turkey pre Thanksgiving for 59 cents /lb. And that big bad boy is baking in my oven right now. My house smells like mmmmmm YUMMY-NESS.

I confess, that I want to make Turkey pot pie, and share it.

I confess that the Pistachio Gelato at Costco is calling my name... hmmm guess who's hungry????

I confess that Gentle Tigers kindness is heart warming.....

Miss Scarlett · 11-28-2010, 05:15 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Blade

OMG!!!!!

I confess to LMAO a Miss Scarlett

Oh, you are so in trouble with me now!

Blade · 11-28-2010, 05:18 PM

peepes....leaves the confessional quietly and goes to hide

Quote:

Originally Posted by Miss Scarlett

Oh, you are so in trouble with me now!

LipstickLola · 11-28-2010, 05:40 PM

I confess, I enjoyed too many of my favorite foods the past few days, including leftovers! I confess, it feels great to leave them behind and be back on track!

Soft*Silver · 11-28-2010, 05:50 PM

I confess I am on a self destructive kick and that I overdid the lights today (hung ONE strand of lights on my INSIDE porch...gawd..what a weakling I am nowadays) and pushed my lungs again and launched myself into a series of full blown lack-of-oxygen attacks

I confess I did take my synthroid and was sheepish about it today

I confess I love fiercefemme!

I confess I got a treadmill from freecycle because I am in denial and think that with my health issues I will be able to work out

I confess I didnt eat anything but a piece of pie today...

Miss Scarlett · 11-28-2010, 06:30 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Blade

peepes....leaves the confessional quietly and goes to hide

Blade darlin', Sweet told me about the crickets...

Gemme · 11-28-2010, 06:57 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by DapperButch

I confess that:

I don't know why I am posting so much today. It is like I am manic, or something

I prefer relationships with traditionally defined gender roles...butch does this and femme does that.

I have always felt guilty about the above, but I really shouldn't b/c I only ever date people who are seeking the same type relationship and who wouldn't have it any other way.

I don't think I have ever really thread stalked someone. I just never think to do so

If I did thread stalk someone it would probably be June just cause I like the way she thinks and betenoire as I love her wit. Oh, and maybe Gemme b/c her posts always make me smile.

Thank you, Dapper! I confess, that's very nice of you to say.

Quote:

Originally Posted by little_ms_sunshyne

I confess---

to liking the smell of skunk (lol only when I drive by)

not knowing how to swim or ride a bike (deprived childhood)

still making wishes on falling stars and eyelashes

I havent kissed someone in a long time

I am in love wih the idea of being in Lust

I think your deprived childhood had something to do with that skunk smell thing.

Just sayin', I confess.

Quote:

Originally Posted by InfiniteFemme

I Confess:

I do not EVER giggle

I am afraid of the dark

I still believe in the Boogey Man

I miss the warmth of a body next to me when I sleep

I do not handle change well

Clutter makes me feel safe

I confess...

I will giggle for you.
I will protect you from the Boogey Man in the dark.
I'll lay next to you.
I have small hands, but will stand handle your change.
Me too! A little bit. Not hoardy stuff. Piler stuff.

*nods*

BullDog · 11-28-2010, 07:21 PM

I confess, Mexican food tastes good after 3 days of turkey.

little_ms_sunshyne · 11-28-2010, 07:32 PM

I confess to...

Making my apartment as cold as possible only to bury myself under fleece blankets.

Being afraid of clowns! And doing my best to avoid one at the park today! BLAH!

Loving Hot Cheetos stuffed inside my sandwiches.

HATING making my bed (not at the top of my to do list)

tiggs · 11-28-2010, 07:54 PM

I do confess:

I am a bit spoiled by my Daddy/Dom because Hy loves me so

I do not feel guilty at all for being spoiled

I have another 4.5 hours left in my 16 hour work day and I cannot WAIT to be done !

Kobi · 11-28-2010, 07:56 PM

I confess:

I ate the entire innards of a pumpkin pie watching football today.
And, it wasnt that good.
I bought an inferior shrinkage wrap
knowing it would come back to
bite me in the hiney. Tomorrow,
I will be going out to buy the more expensive one.
I really really really do not want to go
see the dentist tomorrow. I like the laughing gas
but it is heck of an expensive high.
I finally ordered my first ever
fleece lined flannel shirt.
Now, will I feel like a "real dyke"? or just be warmer?

bigbutchmistie · 11-28-2010, 07:57 PM

I confess its been so long so Ive kissed someone.. that seems to be all I wanna do lately is kiss.. Corny I know.. but true

11-28-2010, 12:46 PM	#122
Glenn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Ol butch bones. Preferred Pronoun?: Old thing Relationship Status: Too old to play. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: :rolleyes: Posts: 1,547 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,602 Thanked 3,729 Times in 1,095 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	I confess... That I had a few wild and adventurous dreams with a femme here, just by looking at her pic. __________________ 1 Kings 19:12

11-28-2010, 04:49 PM	#128
JustLovelyJenn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She/her Relationship Status: That's Need to Know Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Aberdeen, WA Posts: 4,478 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 12,464 Thanked 13,991 Times in 3,684 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	I confess.... .... I cant WAIT to get back to work tomorrow. __________________ --Jenn

11-28-2010, 05:02 PM	#129
Passionaria Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Urban Bohemian : http://youtu.be/IM96Ch9Gx4A Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: She ran away with with the Gypsy's ✿ Posts: 2,519 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,316 Thanked 3,737 Times in 1,248 Posts Rep Power: 16689910	I confess: That I went to a friends for T-day, but I got a turkey pre Thanksgiving for 59 cents /lb. And that big bad boy is baking in my oven right now. My house smells like mmmmmm YUMMY-NESS. I confess, that I want to make Turkey pot pie, and share it. I confess that the Pistachio Gelato at Costco is calling my name... hmmm guess who's hungry???? I confess that Gentle Tigers kindness is heart warming..... __________________ *Moon cat madness*

11-28-2010, 05:50 PM	#133
SoftSilver Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: Married Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: rose cottage Posts: 5,594 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,948 Thanked 15,897 Times in 4,064 Posts Rep Power*: 21474857	I confess I am on a self destructive kick and that I overdid the lights today (hung ONE strand of lights on my INSIDE porch...gawd..what a weakling I am nowadays) and pushed my lungs again and launched myself into a series of full blown lack-of-oxygen attacks I confess I did take my synthroid and was sheepish about it today I confess I love fiercefemme! I confess I got a treadmill from freecycle because I am in denial and think that with my health issues I will be able to work out I confess I didnt eat anything but a piece of pie today... __________________ Pole bachit, a lis chuye. The field sees, the forest hears

11-28-2010, 07:21 PM	#136
BullDog Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Dominant Stone Butch Daddy Preferred Pronoun?: She Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: In A Healing Place Posts: 5,371 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 18,160 Thanked 22,640 Times in 4,463 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	Holy Guacamole I confess, Mexican food tastes good after 3 days of turkey. __________________ Love consists in this, that two solitudes protect and touch and greet each other. - Rainer Maria Rilke

11-28-2010, 12:45 PM	#121
bigbutchmistie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Since You Need A Label. Butch Relationship Status: Still Dreaming Of My Happily Ever After Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Arlington Texas Posts: 4,009 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,950 Thanked 5,364 Times in 1,941 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	I confess : I cheated on cutting back my calorie intake this weekend. I should probably start back to walking soon I love French Vanilla Oil from Bath N Body Works for my oil burner

11-28-2010, 01:57 PM	#124
Miss Scarlett Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Relationship Status: . Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: . Posts: 5,530 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,478 Thanked 12,947 Times in 3,419 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	I confess to jumping out of bed last night and screaming when a Daddy-longlegs walked across my face. I think it fell into my pillowcase when I carried my stuff in from the car because I brushed my pillow along the railing on the stairs (they gather there like some sort of Daddy-longlegs singles bar). I also confess to assisting the unfortunate creature in its ascension to another plane. Of this I am not proud as I am a firm believer in catch and release back into the wild.

11-28-2010, 04:29 PM	#127
~Bo Senior Member How Do You Identify?: FTM Preferred Pronoun?: He Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: PA Posts: 1,590 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,247 Thanked 1,680 Times in 742 Posts Rep Power: 13485855	I confess that I REALLY do not wanna go back to work tomorrow.

11-28-2010, 05:40 PM	#132
LipstickLola Member How Do You Identify?: Happy Preferred Pronoun?: she Join Date: Sep 2010 Location: planet Earth Posts: 682 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,679 Thanked 1,597 Times in 433 Posts Rep Power: 5678218	*I confess, I enjoyed too many of my favorite foods the past few days, including leftovers! I confess, it feels great* to leave them behind and be back on track!**

11-28-2010, 07:32 PM	#137
little_ms_sunshyne Senior Member How Do You Identify?: . Join Date: Oct 2010 Location: . Posts: 3,312 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 13,339 Thanked 12,241 Times in 2,541 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	I confess to... Making my apartment as cold as possible only to bury myself under fleece blankets. Being afraid of clowns! And doing my best to avoid one at the park today! BLAH! Loving Hot Cheetos stuffed inside my sandwiches. HATING making my bed (not at the top of my to do list)

11-28-2010, 07:54 PM	#138
tiggs Member How Do You Identify?: femme submissive Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: married and collared to Converse Tournaments Won: 1 Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: canada Posts: 359 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,456 Thanked 726 Times in 248 Posts Rep Power: 2288328	I do confess: I am a bit spoiled by my Daddy/Dom because Hy loves me so I do not feel guilty at all for being spoiled I have another 4.5 hours left in my 16 hour work day and I cannot WAIT to be done ! __________________ “The world is not a dangerous place because of those who do evil, but because of those that look on and do nothing" - Albert Einstein

11-28-2010, 07:56 PM	#139
Kobi Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Biological female. Lesbian. Relationship Status: Happy Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Hanging out in the Atlantic. Posts: 9,234 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,840 Thanked 34,617 Times in 7,640 Posts Rep Power: 21474860	I confess: I ate the entire innards of a pumpkin pie watching football today. And, it wasnt that good. I bought an inferior shrinkage wrap knowing it would come back to bite me in the hiney. Tomorrow, I will be going out to buy the more expensive one. I really really really do not want to go see the dentist tomorrow. I like the laughing gas but it is heck of an expensive high. I finally ordered my first ever fleece lined flannel shirt. Now, will I feel like a "real dyke"? or just be warmer? __________________

11-28-2010, 07:57 PM	#140
bigbutchmistie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Since You Need A Label. Butch Relationship Status: Still Dreaming Of My Happily Ever After Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Arlington Texas Posts: 4,009 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,950 Thanked 5,364 Times in 1,941 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	I confess its been so long so Ive kissed someone.. that seems to be all I wanna do lately is kiss.. Corny I know.. but true