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Old 08-17-2011, 12:10 PM   #1
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What you want

If you want someone who will sit and take it without striking back,
Keep on walking by,
If you want someone to walk all over,
Keep on walking by,
If you want someone whoís perfect in the way you want,
Keep on walking by,
If you want someone who wonít sit and listen without judging,
Keep on walking by,
If you want someone who isnít romantic,
Keep on walking by,
If you want someone whoís Superman,
Wrong fucking reality
So keep on walking by.
If want someone who isnít honest and blunt,
Keep on walking by,
If you want someone to bash when youíre not happy,
Keep on walking by.
If you want someone to be nice to in public but talk to like shit in private,
Keep on walking by,
If you want someone who isnít Me,
Then keep right on fucking walking,
Because I happen to like who I am,
Faults and all,
At least Iím willing to learn.
I may be stuck in the past,
But Iím more than aware of it.
I am Me,
Donít like it?
Tough shit.
Iím not changing for anyone,
Want someone you can construct from the feet up??
Find some nice little sub to use,
Keep on walking by,
Accept me as I am,
Or donít even bother to pretend you know me,
Iím done with being treated like a fuckiní idiot,
Nobody has the right to judge me when they donít take the time to get to know me,
So, Yeah, just keep on walking by.

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Old 08-17-2011, 01:31 PM   #2
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Who am I?


If I canít be me,
Then what else am I supposed to be?
A lie?
Some fictional character that can never exist?
Someone else other than myself?
I thought it was supposed to be accepting me for who I am,
Not trying to change me every time I turn around,
What did I do wrong?
Did I even do anything really?
Other than be me?
Itís like trying to build a jigsaw with none of the right pieces,
Iím no mind reader,
Donít take it out on me cos your lifeís shit,
Iíve done nothing wrong,
Iím thousands of fucking miles away,
Donít I deserve to be happy??
Really??
One hand comforts,
While the other slaps me down and calls it caring,
What kind of life would that be?
Walking around on tiptoes to keep you happy?
And totally ignoring my own heart breaking daily.
But, oh, yes,
Iím too emotional,
I cry too much,
Even though Iíve never cried so much in my entire life,
But no, Iím wrong of course.
Seriously??
Are you for real?
Did you not remember me telling you I wonít take shit?
Do you not remember making all the decisions then telling me after?
Last time I checked adults sat down and talked,
They discussed things,
They donít dictate.
Well, friends it is,
And nothing more.
Just like you wanted.

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Old 08-18-2011, 03:41 PM   #3
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Suddenly:

My eyes are open to other possibilities.
I can see whatís around Me.
My bullshit meter works again.
I can smell the roses.
I can be Me.
Thereís a whole new world out there.
Itís all at My fingertips.
I donít have to answer to anyone but Me.
Itís My life.
I make My own choices.
I walk My own path.
I feel free.
I can see it what for what it is.
I know I donít have to just settle.
I can have whatís right for Me.
I donít feel selfish.
I donít have to apologise for not doing it the Ďrightí way.
I donít have to walk on ice.
I can speak My mind.
I can relax again.
I donít have to run and cry in the dark.
I can listen to the sound of My own heartbeat.
I can do what I want.
I can be guilt free.
I can start again.
I feel like Iím not carrying anything but Myself.
I can smile again.
I can talk for hours without worrying of repercussions.
Itís all for Me.



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Old 08-19-2011, 07:23 AM   #4
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Silence


You keep on trying to silence Me,
Is that what friends do in your world?
Funny because in mine we support each other,
Even if we disagree we still talk with civility,
No passive/aggressive comments,
We say what we think face to face.
You keep on trying to silence Me,
Didnít you give up that right when you ended it?
If you want to life your life your way,
Feel free,
Iím not stopping you,
So stop trying to make Me not live mine,
Cos itís pathetic ...
You keep on trying to silence Me,
What gives you the right to tell Me what I can or cannot think??
ďI want you to be happyĒ
So that means belittling Me,
Talking behind My back,
Not to My face,
Like an actual adult.
You keep on trying to silence Me,
Oh, Wait, I forgot, I was the only one in the relationship, stupid Me?
Itís funny how people warp things,
So they donít have to accept their own appalling behaviour,
They donít have to take a long hard look at themselves,
Remember, when you point one finger, all the rest are pointed right back at yourself.
You keep on trying to silence Me,
Guess what?
No fucker will silence Me.
No-one will ever silence Me.
People who actually know Me,
Well, they know that doesnít work.
Thank Goddess for endings,
They mean new beginnings,
Moving on to better things,
Shame Iím the only one to see that...

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Old 08-20-2011, 11:27 PM   #5
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If I could take back every angry hurtful word I would,
But you forgave me,
As I forgave you,
And it changed completely.
You saw right into my heart,
And knew where it all came from,
And you knew just what to say to open my eyes once again.
Whatever did I do to deserve you?
I now have a love, a partner and a friend,
Who can ever truly ask for more?
This path may lead us apart,
But regardless we will love one another,
And defend one another from anyone standing in our way.
Complicated doesnít come close,
But this is our choice,
Not theirs.
Other people may understand,
While others can never,
But it makes sense to us and works because we want it to,
And thatís more than good enough for me.
This life is a blessing,
As is the love we share,
No matter what or where we may become,
That will remain true forever.
So thank you for being in my life,
For never leaving,
For understanding,
For being you.


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Old 08-24-2011, 12:05 AM   #6
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Freedom

Iím tired of fighting for nothing,
Iím done,
The book is closed for good this time.
You wouldnít listen to me,
Thatís fine,
I know I tried my best,
And I know I deserve so much better than this.
I deserve someone who will listen,
Who wonít pre-judge me based on a past thatís not mine,
One who takes the time to understand.
I love me,
I love all my complexities,
Because they are what makes me who I am.
But Iím free now,
You did show me that,
And I would thank you if you could listen,
But such is life.
Iím carrying on with my life,
Iím taking what I need,
And leaving the negative crap behind me,
Itís not going to drag me down,
Youíre not going to take me down to your level.
Iím rising above,
Moving onwards and upwards,
Where I can soar,
Where I can be with my true friends and Family.
You didnít want this?
Not my problem,
Nor my loss.
Good luck,
But I donít have to bend over backwards to keep you smiling now,
You fired me from that position,
Now Iím smiling for me and mine,
Because I know who and what I have to love,
And who loves me,
Truly loves Me in return.


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