A Peek Into My Void

Lost_punk_boi · 05-01-2011, 12:14 AM

So I'm really depressed and am contemplating putting myself in the hospital tomorrow if I can get a ride, but until then I'll just share some of the poetry that's been running through my head today.

A peek into my void,
Is just yet another mistake,
I opened myself up,
And yet now here I am about to break,
I'm not sure how to handle this,
Everything is such a a mess,
I should just disappear,
And maybe never reappear,
I can't leave my cat,
For she'd be family less and I'm not down with that,
I continue to cry,
And I ask myself why,
Why must I fuck up,
I dunno how much longer I can take,
It won't be long before I break.

I have more poetry, but I'm really crying so I'll just start off with one.....

NorCalStud · 05-01-2011, 04:44 AM

Hang in there plz. Lil brother. You sound like you are making a good move. I hear ya loud and clear and I want you to know I'm here for ya. I got my ears on. Take care bro

05-01-2011, 12:14 AM	#1
Lost_punk_boi Junior Member How Do You Identify?: Trans FTM Preferred Pronoun?: He/him/they/them/their Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Springfield, MO Posts: 33 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9 Thanked 28 Times in 17 Posts Rep Power: 107456	A Peek Into My Void So I'm really depressed and am contemplating putting myself in the hospital tomorrow if I can get a ride, but until then I'll just share some of the poetry that's been running through my head today. A peek into my void, Is just yet another mistake, I opened myself up, And yet now here I am about to break, I'm not sure how to handle this, Everything is such a a mess, I should just disappear, And maybe never reappear, I can't leave my cat, For she'd be family less and I'm not down with that, I continue to cry, And I ask myself why, Why must I fuck up, I dunno how much longer I can take, It won't be long before I break. I have more poetry, but I'm really crying so I'll just start off with one..... __________________ Life is like a box of chocolates... Ya never know whatcha gonna get! --- Forrest Gump Life is what you make of it so do something fabulous!

05-01-2011, 04:44 AM	#2
NorCalStud Member How Do You Identify?: gaea's Daddy and Fiance Preferred Pronoun?: Ours Relationship Status: Engaged with gaea:-) Join Date: Sep 2010 Location: Island Mountain Posts: 440 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,630 Thanked 1,465 Times in 359 Posts Rep Power: 18918587	Hang in there plz. Lil brother. You sound like you are making a good move. I hear ya loud and clear and I want you to know I'm here for ya. I got my ears on. Take care bro