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03-21-2010, 11:39 AM | #1 |
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Behind My Walls
I decided to post some of my writings. I'll be back.
Protected from the demons Behind a tremendous wall Lies my heart inside a vault Hear its lonely call The scars all over my body Pale in comparison to scars inside I’ve been silent so long I have forgotten how to speak The pain inside is so heavy I can barely breathe I feel trapped inside my spirit How long must my heart grieve? Can he, will he, save me, protect me? Is his love that strong? Or will he leave me torn Remnants of love gone wrong All that is sacred – All that is true Can this magic manifest? Or is it a broken dream?
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I Am That Woman
I am that woman you passed on the street
Wearing dirty jeans and cowboy boots Rough hands, graying hair thrown up in a hurry Full round hips, a few extra pounds But you never looked at me long enough to see my glow I am that woman you barely notice The woman that has lived many lives Been there, done that and no desire to do it again Most women would give their right arm To have lived the life I've lived - seen what I have seen. I am that woman who knows That the designer dresses in my closet Diamonds, the things, the possessions I've collected Will never define who I really am I would gladly trade them all for what my heart knows today. I am that woman that sacrifices & fights For the people I love & the commitments I make Tears fall, broken hearted, torn, tattered But my spirit can never be broken I stand tall and proud knowing I've made a difference. I am that woman you should have loved Because I would love like no other If only you could see what's inside of me The pain, the joy, fear , strength and regret That I didn't see it sooner and escaped all these traps. I am that woman standing on the mountain That has paid dues beyond her years Standing proud, tall and glowing I have made it so very far & now I am ready To soar, another new chapter of my life.
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03-21-2010, 12:53 PM | #3 |
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The Stain on My Heart
The Stain on My Heart - Poem
I started my New Year without you Closed the door & let it slam Torn between love and hate I gave you everything I am I cried myself to sleep Pacing floors day after day Waiting for the pain to end Praying for another way The shadows have all faded But the memory remains There's a hole in my heart Behind that angry stain But just when I think its over An old photo suddenly appears Leaving me spell-bound And all the pain reappears. I try so hard to forgive you For all the pain in my heart I am shamed by my weakness Allowing you to tear me apart I try so hard to see another Hoping they will open that door But its hard to love again…. when you're picking your heart off the floor.
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The Beast Within
The Beast Within ~ Erotic Poem
It is dawn and the beast awakens There is a long growl between slow pants Slowly he moves yet with purpose Closer until she is in his view Come and hunt me my Queen he beckons I will gladly suffer for you Come and take me my Queen he pleads My heart belongs to you. Her emerald eyes open to see What seduces her darkness She lifts her head and moves closer He hisses, teases and taunts Come and hunt me my Queen he beckons I will gladly suffer for you Come and take me my Queen he pleads My heart belongs to you. Unafraid she moves closer Turning on her charm Long jet black hair falling wild Across full feminine breast. She begins a seductive dance That smoothes the heart of the beast Veils swaying in the wind He is blinded by her light Suddenly a blade appears Its reflection shoots like lightening The beast is rendered helpless He is unable to move She slides the cold dagger across his flesh His body craves to bleed for her The hunger builds inside his soul Longing to be a part of her world. Come and hunt me my Queen he beckons I will gladly suffer for you Come and take me my Queen he pleads My heart belongs to you. "My warrior, my prince trapped inside a beast. How long have you been hiding? My warrior, my prince don't you know That I've searched for you everywhere?" Suddenly the dagger that danced Now penetrates his flesh Hot red fluid drips down his chest He feels his spirit escape. Turning the dagger inward She cuts an incision on her breast She moves her body forward Together they bleed free.
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03-21-2010, 12:56 PM | #5 |
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Sandcastles
Sandcastles built upon a beach of dreams
and laced with knights and ladies. On a sailboat ride from afar To fill a moat of loneliness. Flying machines on laughter studded wings we soar above our sorrows to climb above the clouds of doubt that we shouldn't be lovers tomorrow. But our dreams awakened to the night of the sun and the moon and neon light when every word had feeling and every sigh had meaning……we were one. Then our dreams came crashing in the night as we clung on tightly to our sacred flight having feared we'd gone much to far seared hearts and a lovers scar……we fell to our reality. Yet I climb upon our sailboat mass and whisper to the world going by… We were lovers for a time. Tamara
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03-22-2010, 05:49 AM | #6 |
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Silent Whispers
Silent whispers speak to me
tell me secrets of days gone by Primal dreams from long ago Reasons why the angels cry. Sleeping demons awaken within I am not afraid of darkness. Share your secrets of where you've been. Dare I dance with you? Goddess hold me in your arms and protect me from thyself So free, so free from harm An innocent child I am. Shadows float across my vision obscure and disconcerting they scream, unrevealed cries of passion, that intrude into my dreams. Kali please aid me on my flight to journey into the unknown light where truth lives in darkness. and all of life a seductive fight against wills. Diana please come to me share your vision of my destiny set my spirit free Sweet huntress please come to me. Aphrodite flying on your white dove show me the mystery of Eve Crimes of passions in the name of love How long will She grieve? Sacred feminine abound in thyself A sense of beauty for all That I might see beyond the certain and lift the vale of this camouflaged curtain so that I might hear your call. Give me strength to confront defeat and forgiveness in my heart so that I may love my adversary yet continue to do my part. May the circle never be broken and no love ever be final May I feel the words unspoken and never encounter denial. May I walk my talk and dance my freedom in the name of all who are free to break the chains of silence By breaking them first in me. So this must be. Tamara Copyright 1997 Please do not copy. If you want to use any of my writing, please just ask me first.
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03-27-2010, 05:30 AM | #7 |
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musings
i decided to also post here some thought provoking musings and reflections. Please feel free to comment and or add,
posted in random thread..... Sometimes desire overrides reality and you're left disappointed, ashamed at your choices and mistakes. Sometimes you have to take a few steps back, reevaluate and figure out how to work things. Life is full of lessons and if you watch the processes of nature, mother nature you see how she knows the right time to present a storm, a flood, a fire and even through the most devastation something spectacular emerges. The only compass you really need for this life is being true to yourself and honest with others. more coming soon
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03-27-2010, 06:48 AM | #8 |
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Love and Relationships
SassyLeo posted a thread on unconditional love
http://www.butchfemmeplanet.com/foru...ead.php?t=1053 This thread I returned to many times. I threw my back out and spent a great deal of time thinking about the topic and all the replies. I wanted to share some very important thoughts. At least to me. Relationships are the experience of learning. A journey we engage to know and love ourselves. For whatever reason we are drawn to people. Sometimes romantically, family connections and even adversity. It seems that each relationship we are in teaches us "something" that is if we are conscious to it. I have lived a very full and interesting life. Many experiences and relationships. When I look back, even on the most painful times, I see the value of that experience. I see the transition of relationships.... beginnings and endings. Everything meets its time. I use to make excuses and pass the blame when my heart was broken or a relationship didn't turn out quite the way I expected. I am guilty as most in walking away too soon, allowing fear to rule and sabotage. I have learned that sometimes a romantic connection was really meant to be an awesome friendship or a friendship brews unconditional love. Sometimes our perception tricks us or is fueled by insecurity and fears. Or what if we feel lied to or deceived? Certainly we all have our limits but do we weigh the3 good against the bad or do we cling to the negative and make it much larger than it really is. I spent 4 years entangled in a relationship I probably never should have been in. I can blame the insanity on hym and even though hy was emotionally and spiritually immature hy was simply being who hy is. It was my choice to invest and even though I loved hym with all my heart, thought hy was my soulmate, I always wanted to change hym and fit hym into a relationship mold I designed. I look back, long after the heartache and see the valuable lessons I learned. I am far more a woman after that journey. I take risk with love and relationships because now I know that its a journey meant to be. The degree of investment depends on the reciprocation. At this point in my life I'm not walking away. This includes my friendships. I might not like you sometimes or agree with what you but I will weigh the good and the bad to see the true value of the relationship. If I shift my sails at time its ok. I'm just going to stop closing doors and throwing up walls and learn to embrace all of my experiences.
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~ Daniel Franzese Last edited by Sachita; 03-27-2010 at 07:04 AM. Reason: system crash |
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