06-04-2019, 06:19 PM | #19 |
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I've been thinking and most importantly feeling about this topic all day today...and what I'm about to share is my decision...what I know for myself...I've lived a good life so far, have had a twenty year love that I will forever be grateful for...before she died she told me to allow another love in my life. It's been many years now and what I know for sure is that when that person and I find each other, if that is to be...then it will be a gift indeed. And if not, then life is still a most wondrous gift. Do I fear betrayal? No, to each their own really...my heart and mind have survived the darkest most painful times as many of you here share...and when the greatest loss in your life happens...betrayal is the least worry. I will and do say, YES to love and friendship and know that if I'm lucky enough to know my last day on this earth...then...well then... I leave love and safety and caring...and a full life. I'm not perfect G-d knows...my new wife will not be perfect...but we are both human...and my desire is to continue living my life as fully as I can and I KNOW that if and when she is to be with me ...then it will be good because we will allow it to be good. I will be loved again and she will be loved fully as well. Thank you for reading...I wish us all much love. Greco
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