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"eighteen", rod mckuen
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as you crossed the street for the last time. trying hard to memorize you. knowing it would be important. the way you walked, the way you looked back over you shoulder at me. years later i would hear the singing of the wind and the day's singing would come back. that time of going would return to me every sun-gray day. april or august it would be the same for years to come. man has not made the kind of bromide that would let me sleep without your memory or written erotically enough to erase the excitement of just your hands. these long years later it is worse for i remember what it was as well as what it might have been.
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The Night Piece by Thom Gunn The fog drifts slowly down the hill And as I mount gets thicker still, Closes me in, makes me its own Like bedclothes on the paving stone. Here are the last few streets to climb, Galleries, run through veins of time, Almost familiar, where I creep Toward sleep like fog, through fog like sleep. |
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I Am Your Mother
I am your Mother, do you not hear my heart beat, Can you not feel the love I send; Was not the air you breathed, my scent so sweet, Is my pain hard for you to comprehend. Upon my body snow lays soft and white, Beneath my skin the future sleeps; My blood flows to nurture and delight, Into the ground it deeply seeps. Mountains tall, clouds wreath my crests, Rolling hills once wooded thick; Gentle prairies too were once lush with grass, Where did my bounty go so quick. Sandy beaches and rock girded shore, Where ocean waters sweep and crash; A land of beauty, once so pure, Marred by man's actions heedless and rash. All this beauty was yours to behold, Your duty was to love, cherish and protect; Feel my anguish, the pain in my soul, All I asked was your respect. I am your Mother. Wazi Nagi, 'Pine Tree Soul' |
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The Highway by W. S. Merwin It seems too enormous just for a man to be Walking on. As if it and the empty day Were all there is. And a little dog Trotting in time with the heat waves, off Near the horizon, seeming never to get Any farther. The sun and everything Are stuck in the same places, and the ditch Is the same all the time, full of every kind Of bone, while the empty air keeps humming That sound it has memorized of things going Past. And the signs with huge heads and starved Bodies, doing dances in the heat, And the others big as houses, all promise But with nothing inside and only one wall, Tell of other places where you can eat, Drink, get a bath, lie on a bed Listening to music, and be safe. If you Look around you see it is just the same The other way, going back; and farther Now to where you came from, probably, Than to places you can reach by going on. |
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Wrong Turn by Luci Shaw I took a wrong turn the other day. A mistake, but it led me to the shop where I found the very thing I'd been searching for. With my brother I opened a packet of old letters from my mother and saw a side of her that sweetened what had been deeply sour. Later that day the radio sang a song from a time when I was discovering love, and folded me into itself again. |
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More than my favorite poem, also my modus operandus - I guess not technically a poem, but here it is anyway
Whitman, from "Leaves of Grass": “This is what you shall do; Love the earth and sun and the animals, despise riches, give alms to every one that asks, stand up for the stupid and crazy, devote your income and labor to others, hate tyrants, argue not concerning God, have patience and indulgence toward the people, take off your hat to nothing known or unknown or to any man or number of men, go freely with powerful uneducated persons and with the young and with the mothers of families, read these leaves in the open air every season of every year of your life, re-examine all you have been told at school or church or in any book, dismiss whatever insults your own soul, and your very flesh shall be a great poem and have the richest fluency not only in its words but in the silent lines of its lips and face and between the lashes of your eyes and in every motion and joint of your body.” |
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you are young. so you know everything. you leap into the boat and begin rowing. but listen to me. without fanfare, without embarrassment, without any doubt, i talk directly to your soul. listen to me. lift the oars from the water, let your arms rest, and your heart, and heart’s little intelligence, and listen to me. there is life without love. it is not worth a bent penny, or a scuffed shoe. it is not worth the body of a dead dog nine days unburied. when you hear, a mile away and still out of sight, the churn of the water as it begins to swirl and roil, fretting around the sharp rocks – when you hear that unmistakable pounding – when you feel the mist on your mouth and sense ahead the embattlement, the long falls plunging and steaming – then row, row for your life toward it. "
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you are young. so you know everything. you leap into the boat and begin rowing. but listen to me. Without fanfare, without embarrassment, without any doubt,iI talk directly to your soul. listen to me. lift the oars from the water, let your arms rest, and your heart, and heart’s little intelligence, and listen to me. there is life without love. it is not worth a bent penny, or a scuffed shoe. it is not worth the body of a dead dog nine days unburied. when you hear, a mile away and still out of sight, the churn of the water as it begins to swirl and roil, fretting around the sharp rocks – when you hear that unmistakable pounding – when you feel the mist on your mouth and sense ahead the embattlement, the long falls plunging and steaming – then row, row for your life toward it. "
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The Peace of Wild Things
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and I wake in the night at the least sound in fear of what my life and my children's lives may be, I go and lie down where the wood drake rests in his beauty on the water, and the great heron feeds. I come into the peace of wild things who do not tax their lives with forethought of grief. I come into the presence of still water. And I feel above me the day-blind stars waiting with their light. For a time I rest in the grace of the world, and am free. by Wendell Berry |
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by April Lindner You surprise me at noon. We undress quickly, meet under the faded blanket. There's your familiar taste, comforting as toast, your skin's texture, soft lips I'd know in utter darkness. Your articulate tongue. How many times have we found each other just like this? A homecoming. Like the peonies that spill from the earth each July— the ornate layers that fold inward, protective of some luscious secret. Around us, the house holds its breath. The dogs resign themselves to the rug. So many days we lose each other in labyrinths of worry and work, in detours so intricate it seems we might never find our way back to this bed our bodies shaped. |
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You with the dark burly hair and the breathtaking eyes, your inquiring glance that leaves me undone. Eyes that pierce and then withdraw like a blood-stained sword, eyes with dagger lashes! Zealots, you are mistaken - this is heaven. Never mind those making promises of the afterlife: join us now, righteous friends, in this intoxication. Never mind the path to the Kaabah: sanctity resides in the heart. Squander your life, suffer! God is right here. Oh excruciating face! Continual light! This is where I am thrilled, here, right here. There is no book anywhere on the matter. Only as soon as I see you do I understand. If you wish to offer your beauty to God, give Zebunisso a taste. Awaiting the tiniest morsel, she is right here. Zebunisso (1639-1706) |
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I really don't have favorite anything. Desert island, yes.
This is neither. I just read it recently and liked it. I like art about age and aging. And I certainly like Stephen Dunn. Quote:
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Have I ever told you
that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that I would give everything up, just for one night to be able to lay near you, to feel your chest rise and fall with each breath you take, just to know that you are real? Have I ever told you that I dream of you often, I dream of you reaching out and touching my hand, simply to let me know that you are there, and everything is okay? Have I ever told you, have I still yet to tell you . . . that I love you? --I am not sure who the correct author is, Ive seen different variations.. but I think.. it fits the medium .. that we are in here on the Planet..
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pass, and the sky closes. abandon, as in love or sleep, holds them to their way, clear in the ancient faith: what we need is here. and we pray, not for new earth or heaven, but to be quiet in heart, and in eye, clear. what we need is here. ~wendell berry
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Taking Off Emily Dickinson's Clothes
First, her tippet made of tulle, easily lifted off her shoulders and laid on the back of a wooden chair. And her bonnet, the bow undone with a light forward pull. Then the long white dress, a more complicated matter with mother-of-pearl buttons down the back, so tiny and numerous that it takes forever before my hands can part the fabric, like a swimmer's dividing water, and slip inside. You will want to know that she was standing by an open window in an upstairs bedroom, motionless, a little wide-eyed, looking out at the orchard below, the white dress puddled at her feet on the wide-board, hardwood floor. The complexity of women's undergarments in nineteenth-century America is not to be waved off, and I proceeded like a polar explorer through clips, clasps, and moorings, catches, straps, and whalebone stays, sailing toward the iceberg of her nakedness. Later, I wrote in a notebook it was like riding a swan into the night, but, of course, I cannot tell you everything - the way she closed her eyes to the orchard, how her hair tumbled free of its pins, how there were sudden dashes whenever we spoke. What I can tell you is it was terribly quiet in Amherst that Sabbath afternoon, nothing but a carriage passing the house, a fly buzzing in a windowpane. So I could plainly hear her inhale when I undid the very top hook-and-eye fastener of her corset and I could hear her sigh when finally it was unloosed, the way some readers sigh when they realize that Hope has feathers, that reason is a plank, that life is a loaded gun that looks right at you with a yellow eye. -- Billy Collins |
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Bless Their Hearts by Richard Newman At Steak 'n Shake I learned that if you add "Bless their hearts" after their names, you can say whatever you want about them and it's OK. My son, bless his heart, is an idiot, she said. He rents storage space for his kids' toys—they're only one and three years old! I said, my father, bless his heart, has turned into a sentimental old fool. He gets weepy when he hears my daughter's greeting on our voice mail. Before our Steakburgers came someone else blessed her office mate's heart, then, as an afterthought, the jealous hearts of the entire anthropology department. We bestowed blessings on many a heart that day. I even blessed my ex-wife's heart. Our waiter, bless his heart, would not be getting much tip, for which, no doubt, he'd bless our hearts. In a week it would be Thanksgiving, and we would each sit with our respective families, counting our blessings and blessing the hearts of family members as only family does best. Oh, bless us all, yes, bless us, please bless us and bless our crummy little hearts. |
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Ode to the Vinyl Record by Thomas R. Smith The needle lowers into the groove and I'm home. It could be any record I've lived with and loved a long time: Springsteen or Rodrigo, Ray Charles or Emmylou Harris: Not only the music, but the whirlpool shimmering on the turntable funneling blackly down into the ocean of the ear—even the background pops and hisses a worn record wraps the music in, creaturely imperfections so hospitable to our own. Since those first Beatles and Stones LPs plopped down spindles on record players we opened like tiny suitcases at sweaty junior high parties while parents were out, how many nights I've pulled around my desires a vinyl record's cloak of flaws and found it a perfect fit, the crackling unclarity and turbulence of the country's lo-fi basement heart madly spinning, making its big dark sound. |
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Terra by Faith Shearin I grew up watching Gone With the Wind with my grandmothers, rehearsing for my life as Scarlett or Melanie. On the bright steps of my southern childhood I practiced pinching my cheeks, holding my breath while someone else tied my corsets. I could make a dress out of curtains. I could deliver a baby while, outside, Atlanta burned. When the wagon took me home to Terra I would save the plantation by murder or marriage, my hat tied beneath my chin in a cheerful bow. Like Melanie I would forgive anything, befriend prostitutes, donate my wedding ring to the soldiers. Someone would kiss me in a field where cotton no longer bloomed. I would want whatever I could not have. I would die trying to have another child. My husband would never recover from loving me: my shape on that marble staircase, too restless for an afternoon nap. |
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Remember Me When I'm Gone Remember me when I am gone away, Gone far away into the silent land; When you can no more hold me by the hand Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay Remember me when no more day by day You tell me of our future that you planned Only remember me; You understand it will be late to counsel then or pray Yet if you should forget me for a while and afterwards remember, Do not grieve For if the darkness and corruption Leave a vestige of the thoughts that once I had, Better by far you should forget and smile Than that you should remember and be sad. by Christina Rossetti
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