Love Letter's To My Baby Girl....

[bigbutchmistie]

Dearest You :

Sometimes when I am aching badly inside I can close my eyes and just imagine what it would be like to feel your love, and it brings a certain calm to me.

I have lived my life without love in it. And made it by ok. I know I dont want that for myself. I know I love myself. But not having that one person I can count on no matter what, I dont know what that's like. I dont know what its like to feel the safety of someone's arms. To feel her touch, and so much more. I know I am missing out. Just how much I am not sure. I can bet its better than winning the lottery....

When I almost died a few years ago, I laid alone in the hospital bed, and though to myself. Im going to die in this hospital and I will not have ever known true undying, unapologetic love.

It caused me to fight. And I beat that illness. The other day, when I walked into my bosses office and plead my case for my old position back, I got it.

Every aspect of my life I can go get what I want. But you elude me. I think daily what I have done to cause to live with the emptiness and loneliness.

I am a good person. I do for others more than I do for myself. And yet, you are but a fantasy to me.

I just wanna belong. love and be loved. Im not sure where that is so wrong.

I wonder about you. If you are out there feeling the same way I feel. I wonder if you are being loved. Or if you are out there and gave up cause you have been hurt so many times.

I pray one day, fate blesses us both. I pray that we cross paths. Im 35. Im tired of being alone, not feeling love and acceptance.

All I am trying to say baby is that its a cold, lonely and dark world without you.

But I will get up tomorrow, and put my clothes on and go about my day. But you will not be far from my thoughts.

I love you even before I have met you. I hope one day you read these and realize how much I wanted you long before your arrival.

Signed,

Just A Boi

[bigbutchmistie]

Dear You :

Sigh. Best friend just came back from getting her Domestic Partnership papers from Austin this past week.

Im happy for them but Im jealous at the same time. I wonder when and if we will ever have a time. I hope so.

Im busy for now though bettering myself. There is always room for improvement but I do wish you were here. Life is so short.

And I live with the constant daily fear that I will never know you, or what true love is really like.

Maybe I dream too much. Maybe I watch too many movies. Maybe in my real world its just not possible.

And I am so not ok with that... Sigh...

Wishing again this year for Chistmas. All I want is YOU... US... And the life we are supposed to have.

Come find me. Wherever you maybe

Signed,

Im Ready

[Lady Pamela]

Originally Posted by bigbutchmistie

I thought I would start a new thread for all the love letter's that I have written to my baby girl. Whoever and wherever she maybe...

I havent done this before, and someone suggested that I do it. So, I will start with one I had posted on the other site... And will add more of them as I go along.

My Dearest Angel:

Just letting you know that I dream of you, constantly. Knowing eventually, you'll lay next to me. Right before I fall asleep, I look around my darkened room and look out at the moonlight.... wishing you a good night and sweet dreams.

I think of all your wonderful qualities and those little habits you have, whatever they may be. I will love it all - no matter how annoying they will be to me - because, I will love you the way you are and I wouldn't be your soulmate if I didn't.

Since we have yet to meet, I don't have a picture of you . I can't picture you within my mind - because I can't create such sweet perfection. What's in my mind though, when I think of you, is this blessedly beautiful blurred vision. No true form - but it gets clearer with each passing day.

I can see the little things, reasons why I will love you. I can see your hands. They are so loving and gentle. Those hands look so kind and smooth. I won't ever let go. I can see the clothes you wear. The dresses and the clothes and the jeans and the skirts and the shoes. You fit into them so perfectly. Your unique style and fashion.... all those patterns and colors. I won't ever stop complimenting you.

Even though I don't know you yet, there are many reasons why I will love you. I will love the sound of your laugh. How it's so cute to listen to and how it will be so contagious that it'll always make me laugh. I will love your powerful personality and your attitude towards life. I will love your smile, which will be the first thing I will compliment you on when we meet. I wouldn't be able to contain myself with my own smile, while gazing at those glittering, blissful teeth and those gentle dimples. I will love your lips, that will be quite seductive. There are so many reasons, why I will love you.

I look forward to every moment that we will share together. Those sleepless nights where we just lay in bed talking until the sun rises. Talking about our lives - opening up our souls. Opening each other and letting in our past. Sharing our deep secrets and inner-most thoughts, ideas, desires and beliefs. I will crave shedding my turtle shell and being completely true to you.

Even though you may dislike my bad habits, I know you'll love me for who I am. I know you'll understand who I am, completely.

Until Then My Angel,
Just Me

Most incredible!! I love the thought that one day ( if not already ) she will read this and connect it to you...Very beautiful!! I did one similar to my soulmate on another thread...Very well done!

[bigbutchmistie]

My Dearest Love:

I dont know who you are or where you are. But I know you exist. I feel you in my heart and see you in my mind.

When I look at the stars, I feel hope, I know that somewhere you are looking at the same beautiful stars searching for me, lost in thoughts of us and the life that we will someday share.

Everything and everyone before now will have been lessons learned. So we could be part of who we are. Its forever a part of our story, a journey of us finding ourselves and each other.

Trust in me and I will honor your love. I am all you have dreamed I would be and more.
I am your destiny and you are mine. The partner you envision When hurt and pain seem to engulf you, with feelings that need to be shared

I am your own private hope. It was me who sustained your faith. when you felt that there was no tomorrow I am what you always believed I would be faithfully, patiently watiting for you

I cannot come to you until you are ready. Until your heart is free and has closed all the chapters that keep you from me.

In your soul although hidden you truly know me, I am the one who has always been standing by your side through all the sorrows and sadness my eternal promise that lives inside. It is Truth, Honesty and Unconditional.

Remember our love waiting with sincerity and pureness. With the angel's blessings and God's Amen. Born of our hearts eternal burning in our souls

When we meet we will feel peace harmony and passion. Not the temporary burst of adolescent glow When we look into each others eyes we will feel as if we have spoken without saying a word

Miles apart so it would seem. More than reachable for a willing team. My personal website created for you ready to share my thoughts and emotions of two. To know I am here waiting for you.

One set of footrpints instead of two. I walk alone in search of you. Wondering aimlessly from day to day. searching hoping that you pass my way. And someday soon we will walk as two.

This road of life is lonely and long. By my side is where you belong. To guide me through each passing day. The up's the down's and come what may.

I walk this lonely winding path. And pray you find me soon at last. To live together till our life is done. Where there are two sets of footprints instead of one.

Each day as the sun begins to rise bringing a new beginning I search for you. Will today be the day that we meet? Neither you or I will accept defeat.

I await for you...

All My Love,
Yours

[bigbutchmistie]

Thank you all for your sweet emails, PM's, thanks, etc on my letter's.

[happygirl]

[nomedia="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gcF9ICgLqi4"]YouTube- Michael Bublé - Haven't Met You Yet With Lyrics[/nomedia]


I heard this today for the first time, and thought of this thread.

[bigbutchmistie]

Originally Posted by happygirl

YouTube- Michael Bublé - Haven't Met You Yet With Lyrics


I heard this today for the first time, and thought of this thread.

Hello and thanks for stopping by my board. I just wanted to say I love that song, and have posted it elswhere. I just havent posted here to my babygirl whomever and wherever she is. Thanks for coming in here and posting it. Take care

[Sweet_Amor_Taino]

My loving Cinderella

I want you to know that no one will poison the beauty of what we share.
I believe it is special and not often found. I anxiously wait for the moment
my eyes meet yours and I welcome you in my arms and Mi amor I pray its where you will stay

Tu enamorado Taino

[bigbutchmistie]

[bigbutchmistie]

Babygirl :

I know you arent around right now but Im sitting up its late and I cant sleep. Listening to music and this song came on my playlist. I thought of us. I cannot wait to feel you in my soul my love. When we make love...

[bigbutchmistie]

Another one for you my angel

[bigbutchmistie]

My Darling Love...

There is something magical about the night, a quiet time when the world is settled, the sky draped by the stars and moon and I am alone with my thoughts. Tonight is such a night, as I find myself awake thinking of you. I wonder where you are tonight, longing for the sound of your voice and comfort of your presence. These are just words from my heart, one that needs you, and aches for you. Before I even know you. Yet again you have been in my dreams again, almost as a visitor watching the dreams as I walk through them. Sometimes I can hear you as I dream, telling me the things I need to know, quieting my doubts and surrounding me with a feeling I cannot explain.


Time and distance do not diminish my heart. You are part of me as I am of you, bound by the thread of time, unbreakable and enduring. Perhaps you will hear my words tonight and find your way to me my darling. I await you with much anticipation...

All My Love,
Me

[bigbutchmistie]

Dear :

Today is particulary hard for me. I sat at the mall for a while watching couples. Probably not the best idea to do. And after having dinner with my best friend and her gf yesterday sure didnt help these dumps either. Ive reached a level in my life where Im happy and content but I feel empty all the time. I long to wake up next to you and get upset at the thought as to what I have done so wrong to have not met you yet. Nothing substantial relationship wise. I mean I have loved and lost. Who hasnt as I am sure you have too baby girl. That will be just one of the reasons why we will work.

Im so apalled at femmes that I go out with on this course of dating. I cant understand how its a common belief that just because I am butch to them it means I dont need romance or affection. Maybe I am old fashioned. But I believe in giving and receiving. I believe in give and take and give back.

As I know that you do as well... Since you are my other half.

Signed,
Aching For You Bad Today

[bigbutchmistie]

Dear:

You arent here yet, but I wanted to wish you a Happy and safe 4th. I cannot wait until we are making our own fireworks.... Thinking of you my love,

Your
Knight

[bigbutchmistie]

My Dearest Future Wife

I found myself thinking about you today. Wondering where you are, what you’re thinking and doing. It hurts a little not to be with you, but I
can live with that for now, knowing that we’ll spend the rest of our lives together. I’m writing this letter to help you understand what I’ve been thinking about and why. I probably don’t know all the right things to say, but my feelings and words are from the heart.

Actually, I find myself thinking about you more and more. The very idea of you provides a much-needed break from the pressures of dating, relationships
and life. In the midst of it all—the thought of you calms and refreshes me—makes me smile, in spite of my situation and surroundings. I know it sounds crazy, but I picture you—your smile, the way you pull your hair behind your ear, your wonderful laugh, even when my jokes aren’t funny. I’ve gone out with other girls, but something always seems to be missing. I go out and have fun, but the idea of you and our future together is always in my thoughts. It keeps me focused and on track, aware of who I am and what’s important. And loving you, without ever having met you, makes me want to be deserving of your love. So I wait for you—in mind, body and soul.

I don’t usually talk or write like this, but my mind and heart are racing with anticipation. Because I love you, because I know you’re out there.
Because the very thought of you makes my pulse race, my palms sweat, my stomach flip like I’m on a roller coaster. And what better way to show that
I’ve always loved you than to save myself for you—completely. And I hope that you’re doing the same.

I know waiting isn’t easy. We’re taught to expect instant gratification. We’re told we shouldn’t have to wait—for anything. Too often we act on feelings
or impulses, sacrificing the future by buying into the lie that sex equals love, leaving little room for commitment or marriage. But that’s not love and that’s not why I’m thinking about and waiting for you. I’m waiting for you because I love you unconditionally.

And I need you to know that what matters to me is not where you’ve been or what you’ve done, but where you’re going. Maybe you didn’t know I existed. Or you thought that we’d found each other, only to realize later that what you discovered wasn’t true love. Real love is so different
from infatuation or simple pleasure. It isn’t abusive or selfish or purely physical. Real love involves mutual respect, affection, trust, equality, and a
shared spirituality. Real love doesn’t revolve around sex! Real love grows into a relationship where sexual intimacy will only serve to express
that love—marriage.

Have you ever been in the middle of doing something when you stop to think, “This would be perfect if . . . ?” Those words come to mind often —
for example, on a Fall day, with leaves covering the ground and crisp, cool breezes blowing, and Ithink, “This would be perfect if . . . she were here.”
The thought that someday you will be here comforts me. And . . . I want that same thought to comfort you.

Whether you realize it or not, I’ve been there in your thoughts, that shiver or the goosebumps you get every once in a while—in the long daydream or a lingering glance. You don’t have to wonder anymore, because I’m real, I love you and I’m waiting for you—in every way. And now that you know I’m here, I hope you’ll do the same. Whenever you feel scared, unsure, or pressured to give a part of yourself away, read this letter. Think about us and how perfect it will be when we are together. You may have been waiting and looking for me all the while. You may be starting today. Either way, we’ll know when we’ve found each other; we’ll be together for the rest of our lives and the wait will have been worthwhile.

All My Love,
Your Future Husband

[bigbutchmistie]

My Dearest Unknown Love :

I have sat and thought of you today. Wondering how you are, and where you might be?

Spent the night last night listening to love songs, and wondering how its possible to love someone I havent even met yet?

To know we will fit so perfectly for each other makes me smile. Wondering, where you are.

After all the might have beens. The women who broke my heart, misused my trust and my love. It will be worth it all when I am with you.

Im missing you something terrible today. Wanting to have started our lives together.

Someday soon I hope. Ive spent my whole life being alone and getting to know who I am. I am ok with me, but Im not whole without you. A huge space in my heart and in my life isnt there. Its like I just exist. And Im sure it will be that way until your here.... Please come soon, my love.

Your Knight

[bigbutchmistie]

My Dearest Future Wife :

You do not know me yet. You are probably wondering why I am even writing to you. You may think that, because I am a butch, I will not be able to convey my thoughts, my feelings, my love, in words. But do not underestimate me. There are many things you do not know about me, yet. There are many things I want you to learn and discover about me because some day I want to marry you.

I write this letter to you because I want to be your wife your partner. I truly want to be your wife. I want to be a wife who will love you, cherish you, and make you always feel special. Butches are often perceived as worthless, egotistical, and selfish. I am none of those. I am a woman, a human being, who desires your love and respect. I need those gifts of love and commitment, which only you can give. And I want to return the same to you

Why should you want me as your partner? What will convince you that I am the one you should look for and eventually marry?

I will be the one who will recognize your goodness. I will be the one who will respect you and appreciate your high moral standards. I will be the one who will admire the way you respect yourself. I will be the one to hold your hand when you need affection. I will be the one to kiss your cheek when you feel lonely. I will be the one who will hold you when you need to feel secure. I will be the one who will comfort you in your sadness and share in your happiness. I will be the one who will be by your side through everything. I will be the one who will love you as if each day was our last together.

But why do I want to marry you? Why not any other woman who has come before you?

Well, future wife, let me explain. All those girls interested me. But you will not merely interest me. You will love me. And I will love you. Your soft touch will weaken me. Your eyes will enthrall me. Your beauty will mesmerize me. Your goodness will enamor me. Your virtues will captivate me. Your trust will engross me. Upon securing your trust, my heart, mind and soul will finally find peace and contentment.

I really will not ask for much. I will ask that you stand beside me through both the heartaches and the joys. I will ask that you tell me when I am wrong and tell me when I am right. I will ask for your honesty and respect. In return you will receive uncompromising faith, fidelity and love

After reading this short letter, future wife, you should now know me a little better. I hope you will be pleased. I hope you now understand why I wrote this for you - so you will see my heart. It beats for you. It will always beat for you.

Yours Forever,

Me

[bigbutchmistie]

Dearest Yet Unknown:

Yesterday and today were beautiful sunny days and it made me think of you. Wondering when you are gonna show your beautiful self to me. I enjoy being single, but there are days that the anticipation of you and I together get the best of me. This weekend is one of those times.

I look forward to so much with you. I know we will go through good times and bad times. But the bad will be ok because of the love and comittment we will have for each other.

One thing that I have learned is that through all the pain of the past I had to go through it to get to you. Truth be told, who knows if we both have alot more bad to go through to get to each other. I for one baby girl know when I have met you all of that would have been worthwhile to have you in my arms for a lifetime.

To be able to love you so completely and unconditionally. Like you have never been loved before. I look forward to being proud to be your man, to have you as my partner, my equal, my best friend, and my wife.

Our course is not yet chartered baby girl. So many memories to make. So many might have beens to erase. In time when its supposed to be we will be with each other. I will await your arrival with patience. Because I know the best things are saved for last. And are worth waiting for... Keep that key that you have to my heart safe and close to you, until we meet.....

Your Prince

[bigbutchmistie]

Dear Baby



And Im patiently, ever so patiently waiting for you my angel...

All My Heart,
Your Knight

[little_ms_sunshyne]

This is so sweet Whoever and Wherever she is, she needs to make her way home to you