Body image & your experience growing up

Bard · 03-10-2015, 03:20 AM

Growing up I was always the outsider never felt like I fit or that I was wanted. For a long time I wanted to be a boy in the worst way because it seemed to me that my brother and my step brothers got the attention and I was the outsider looking in. Then as I got older it got worse got teased in school for the way I walked and the fact that I was chunky and well just aquward.. isolated and felt left out most of the time like the ugly duckling hated my body hated how I looked pretty much everything about me I hated. and wondered what I could do to change that. never felt like I was worth much and I had turned to cutting at one point.. there is so much I want to express but I can not seem to find the words

03-10-2015, 03:20 AM	#21
Bard Family Man How Do You Identify?: TG Male Preferred Pronoun?: Masculine ones Relationship Status: She just gets me Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: ..... Posts: 2,828 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,997 Thanked 12,786 Times in 2,431 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Growing up I was always the outsider never felt like I fit or that I was wanted. For a long time I wanted to be a boy in the worst way because it seemed to me that my brother and my step brothers got the attention and I was the outsider looking in. Then as I got older it got worse got teased in school for the way I walked and the fact that I was chunky and well just aquward.. isolated and felt left out most of the time like the ugly duckling hated my body hated how I looked pretty much everything about me I hated. and wondered what I could do to change that. never felt like I was worth much and I had turned to cutting at one point.. there is so much I want to express but I can not seem to find the words __________________ This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill Fifteen percent concentrated power of will Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain And a hundred percent reason to remember the name! Give yourself over to absolute pleasure. Swim the warm waters of sins of the flesh - erotic nightmares beyond any measure, and sensual daydreams to treasure forever. Can't you just see it? Don't dream it, be it.